A_Queen_Of_Chaos
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- Doctor Who (2005) (2)
- Law & Order: SVU (1)
- NCIS (TV 2003) (1)
- Holby City (TV 1999) (1)
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The Doctor hates the dawn.
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Written for the Barson Valentines Fic-athon 2018
Prompt(s) - Blush
"I’ve got to move on.“ Words she never thought she’d hear from him. Never him. She’d heard other people say it of course, maybe not in so many words, but everyone moved on from her in the end. Despite this she never thought he would. She thought he’d always be there.
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When the past rocks your foundations, your future will hold you steady by A_Queen_Of_Chaos
Fandoms: Holby City
26 Oct 2016
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Holby City Hospital. A place of life and death. Beginnings and endings. It is where Bernie and Alex's relationship ended, and where a new chapter of Bernie Wolfe's life began. Right now everything in Bernie's life is great, she's got everything she wants from her career, has communication with her children, supportive friends and a hard fought relationship with the woman she loves. But all of that could be thrown into jeopardy with the return of her ex-lover Alex Dawson, who arrives back at Holby City Hospital with an agenda of her own. What has Alex come back for? And will Berenice Wolfe's life ever be the same again?
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Jenny and Gibbs discover the love they had for each other is not as lost as they once thought. But a relationship would have more consequences than the pair ever thought possible. Between psychotic exes and the possibility of losing the one you have loved for over a decade facing them, will the couple decide their undying love is worth the risk? Or will they be separated forever?
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What happens when River, Rose and the tenth incarnation of the Doctor all turn up in Elevens TARDIS? Who will be jealous of who? And what are they all doing there in the first place? When two old enemies team up, the four have to work as a team to save the universe. Will they succeed, or will their personal problems get in the way?
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Rafael Barba faces an inevitable goodbye as he says farewell to Noah and reconnects with Olivia. One night, a city lit up, and memories that weigh heavy. Can a single encounter mend what distance threatens to break?
Series
- Part 9 of SONGS
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17 Sep 2026
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From Shadows to Light by Absolutbarson
Fandoms: Law & Order: SVU, Law & Order: Organized Crime (TV 2021)
05 Dec 2023
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When Rafael Barba is struck down by an assailant's bullet, Olivia's world is thrown into turmoil—especially since she had severed ties with him over a year ago. The news forces her to confront the past and the decisions that led to their estrangement as she stands vigil, hoping against hope that he will awaken from his coma. The city buzzes with whispers of a deeper, more sinister plot. The shooting isn't just a random crime—it's a deliberate act, the first piece of a complex puzzle that hints at a larger threat lurking in the shadows.
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31 Aug 2026
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“It’s Barba. I want to ask Barba but well…”
“You want to ask Rafael Barba to be our son’s godfather?” She asked. Amanda was clearly surprised.
Baby Nicky Carisi’s christening ceremony turns into an awkward reunion for Rafael and Olivia.
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31 Aug 2026
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When Captain Benson fails to show up for work, and Noah Benson is absent from school without explanation, friends and colleagues mobilize to find them.
This is a Barson-ish* tale, but one still trying to fit into canon (as of early in season 26), so some repair of the Benson/Barba estrangement is of course necessary before the story gets fully underway. When I wrote my first Barson fic a couple of months ago, I deliberately avoided reading others in that ship so that I wouldn't be accidentally influenced. But now I've read a bunch of them (there's a lot of daaaaammmnnn good writers in this fanverse), and have decided to be a little different from how many of us (including me) have handled the reconciliation. Olivia is not going to apologize in this one for feeling what she feels. Explain, maybe. Apologize? No.
*Forget the “ish.” The later chapters are full-on Barson.
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31 Aug 2026
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A middle-of-the-night notification brings Captain Olivia Benson face-to-face with a final, permanent silence on Duane Street. In the devastating aftermath of Rafael Barba's death, she must navigate her own mountain of unresolved grief, her son's broken heart, and the contents of a safety deposit box that prove forgiveness was never truly out of reach.
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23 Aug 2026