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    After a decade of careful hiding, that’s that.

    Everyone is saying his biggest secret out loud. Ilya Rozanov sucks cock. Ilya Rozanov fucks men. Ilya Rozanov isn’t straight.

    It doesn’t feel quite as life crushing as he imagined it would. A calmness settles into his body. It reminds him of those minutes right after you break a bone, when the damage is already done and you know there’s nothing you can do but sit with it.

    It hasn’t even been four years since Russia passed the excessively named Law for the Purpose of Protecting Children from Information Advocating a Denial of Traditional Family Values.

    He can’t think about that now.

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    Two months after the tuna melt incident, Ilya gets outed when a picture of him texting Jane leaks.

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    09 Aug 2026

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    Ilya popped the lid off and seductively licked all the way around his container, breaking the seal of the Jell-O, and then sucked the contents down without breaking eye contact. Shane did the same, his tongue knowing how to move before his brain did, automatically slowing down and drawing it out as he hollowed his cheeks to suck the lime concoction.

    “Damn, Hollzy!” Troy hollered. “Roz, you are a lucky man.”

    “The luckiest,” Ilya said, through heavy breaths.

    He held eye contact with Shane for a long moment, before grabbing his face and kissing him hard. Shane breathed deep to steady himself, scanning the room. Everyone was focused on the stage, and various gay couples around them made out far more fervently. Shane did a double take to realize Luca was already included in that mix. He leaned in to kiss Ilya again. Ilya immediately licked into him. The lime aftertaste in Shane’s mouth mixed with the cherry on Ilya’s tongue as he melted into him.

    OR, as the dust still settles in the first few months of marriage and playing with the Centaurs, Shane explores a side of himself he was used to hiding as Harris takes the queer Centaurs out in San Francisco.

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    "Do I growl at him?" Anya thought. She didn't do that at other people a lot. Papa told her to be a good girl and she didn't know if she was good at that. "Do I get Papa?"

    As Anya was trying to decide, she heard the familiar steps of Papa walking up the back deck stairs. "Oh good," she thought, as she focused on pressing herself into Shane.

    Sure enough, a few moments later, Papa stepped into the room. It couldn't have been soon enough, because Shane's heart was going very fast and Anya was very worried about how he smelled. He went right to Shane, Anya felt one of his hands join Shane on her as he hugged Shane with the other.

    OR: 5 times Anya took care of her family +1 time they took care of her.

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    “I thought Ilya was, like, the man here,” Hayden motioned. Something suspiciously sounding like Jackie’s voice in the back of his brain told him that wasn’t the right wording, but he was too tired and already too buzzed to care. Besides, this was Shane, he didn’t need to say the perfect thing. Shane knew what he meant.

    Scott shifted. “They are both men, Hayden” he said very formally. Hayden suddenly felt like his dad was lecturing him.

    Hayden sighed. “No, Shane, you know what I mean.”

    Shane’s brow furrowed in concentration. “Like, because I bottom?” He said, slightly embarrassed.

    Scott’s steady gaze on Hayden suddenly turned very sharp.

    “No!” Hayden started. “Well, maybe? I don’t know how that works. I just mean, like, you’re real gay and Ilya likes women, right?”

    OR 5 times Hayden realizes other people know his best friend better than him, and the 1 time Shane tells him himself.

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    The problem is, no one knows how to market Ilya Rozanov's (in his own words) sexy Euro masculinity to an audience of white straight men.

    He needs the best. And if it happens to be his secret lover’s mother who despises his very existence, so be it.


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    See? That is what I need. Do not care that you are not professional. You are best
    This is Ilya Rozanov

    Yuna

    This is a fucking joke, right?

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