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    “I’m here, you’re alright,” a new, heavily accented voice came from somewhere behind him. It sounded really far away, but suddenly strong, steady hands were on his back. “I need to cut the seatbelt to get you out.”
    Shane wanted to talk, wanted to nod and say that he understood, but he felt like a sack of bones, unable to get his voice to work, or his body to co-operate. Shane was distantly aware of being cut loose, of being caught as he sagged forward. He gasped at the pain when his shoulder landed against something soft.

    There was a sharp, short inhale.

    “Shane?”

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    Five years after one unforgettable night with a stranger in a Boston frat house, Shane Hollander has built the life he always thought he wanted: professional hockey, a successful career and the perfect girlfriend. But when Rose breaks up with him, Shane is forced to confront the uncomfortable truth that something has never quite felt right, and his thoughts turn to the one person he’s never quite been able to forget. And then, on the worst night of his life, the past comes crashing back into him.

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    “What are you doing here?” Shane asks Ilya.

    “Svetlana set me up on a blind date,” he responds, doesn’t bother lying. Curious to see what his reaction will be. “What are you doing here?” He throws back.

    Shane’s eyebrows do something complicated. They’re interrupted by a knock on the door.

    “Babe? You okay in there? You’ve been in there for a while,” a voice comes through.

    “I’ll be right out, just washing my hands,” Shane responds stiffly. They hear footsteps walk away from the bathroom.

    “Babe?” Ilya repeats. Watches as Shane’s cheeks turn pink again.

    “That’s Jackson,” Shane states. “My boyfriend. It’s our one year anniversary.”

    “Ah.” Is all Ilya can say. Tries to smile, “Congratulations.”

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    After Ilya Rozanov returns from attending his father's funeral in Russia, Shane Hollander is in his living room.

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    What if Ilya and Shane get to have a soft launch of being boyfriends more on their own terms?

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    27 Aug 2026

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    EXECUTIVE SUMMARY
    On the night of 14–15 December 1984, four senior officers of the Soviet ballistic missile submarine K-219, designation Krasnyy Oktyabr', arrived on United States soil. Their defection is assessed as voluntary, premeditated, and of EXCEPTIONAL intelligence value. This event is to be treated as a TIER ONE defection. Unauthorized disclosure will be prosecuted under Executive Order 12333.

    SECTION I — DEFECTING PERSONNEL
    1. Captain First Rank ILYA ROZANOV, 30 years old. Commanding Officer, K-219. Ten years service, Soviet Northern Fleet. Graduate, Frunze Naval Academy, 1972. Rozanov is assessed as the primary architect of the defection. Motivation assessed as ideological disillusionment regarding the Soviet criminalization of homosexuality, compounded by a romantic relationship with [REDACTED].

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    04 Jul 2026

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    If this is what Hollander is willing to give him, he will take it. It won’t be enough, not by a long shot, but if this is the little part of him he is allowed to have, by God he will take it.

    OR, Shane messages Ilya a few days after the tuna melt scene. Ilya is trying to not scare him away again. He will restrain himself. He will take what Shane gives him and never ask for more. Just please, he can’t see him walk out of his life again.

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    17 Jun 2026