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    “They are so pretty. Pretty freckles on pretty boy and I want….”

    Shane can’t breathe. Holy fuck he can’t breathe, every fucking fantasy he’s had since he was seventeen is right in front of him and he doesn’t know what to do.

    “What…” licks his lips and watches as Rozanov leans forward, like he can’t help but try to be closer, “What do you want?”

    A smile, slow and wicked, sharp canines that Shane wants at his throat.

    “I told you, to be boyfriend.”

    Or: In a world where there was no CCM hookup and they're just rivals, Shane has come out as gay, and Ilya isn't going to let that opportunity pass him by, leading Shane to a journey of discovering self-worth, fighting shitty team dynamics, winning the Stanley Cup, autistic meltdowns and maybe even leaving Montreal.

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    21 Sep 2026

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    Ch. 36

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    Ilya Rozanov goes first overall in the draft to Boston. Shane Hollander goes three rounds later, to the same team, which nobody saw coming, least of all Shane.

    The only person in the building who isn't surprised is the guy who's been thinking about Shane Hollander since January.

    OR: the one where Shane goes to Boston instead of Montreal, he's Deaf, there's no rivalry, and Ilya Rozanov falls first and falls hardest.

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    13 Sep 2026

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    Ch. 3

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    Shane flew in a day early for the CCM photoshoot in Toronto and saw Ilya Rozanov carrying a child in front of the hotel reception. His decision to help changes everything.

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    If he didn’t heard about the recent passing of Rozanov’s father, brother and sister-in-law in a car accident, leaving him and his baby niece the sole survivors of the family, he would have thought she was his child, seeing how similar their looks, down to the golden curls and blue-green eyes.

    “So, I managed to sort out the booking issue. Your room should be ready in a few hours, but until then, you can use mine for a bit. They're also going to arrange childcare for…” Shane paused, realizing he had no idea what the little girl's name was.

    Rozanov shifted the child higher on his hip. “Ah, is my plemyannitsa, uh, niece, Lyudmila.”

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Ch. 16

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    Emmy: When did you first hook up with him?
    Jane: 2010
    Caro: WHAT
    Megan: GIRL
    Tia: SEVEN YEARS??
    Megan: My jaw is borderline unhinged rn

    Or: In 2017, Shane finds a place where he can talk about his sex life...a group chat for girls who have slept with Ilya Rozanov

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    22 Sep 2026

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    Ch. 9

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    What if Shane realized he was gay sooner? Like, a lot sooner?

    What if Ilya was worried enough about being sent back to Russia to do something about it?

    A re-telling of Heated Rivalry that spirals out of control.

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    15 Sep 2026

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    Ch. 21