Beanie2003
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Dean's brain is a battlefield of medications, ghosts, and memories he can't trust. Falling in love was never part of the treatment plan—especially not with two men who have no idea the other exists.
A slow-burn disaster about a broken hunter, two very different men, and a quiet, impossible kind of polyamory born from the wreckage.Or
Monster aren't real. Dean still has to make peace with this thought.
So why does this blue-eyed man looks at him like he sees his soul? -
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Castiel had a long day at work. This might not be his usual BDSM club, but he needs it. He didn't expect to like it that much, or maybe like him that much.
Pretty much tired Cas needs to get laid, and Dean is happy to service him.
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After returning from Purgatory, Dean Winchester is trying to piece his life back together, one scar at a time. In the quiet refuge of Benny's arms, he finally finds what he could never claim before: a moment of peace, silence, and the promise of a tomorrow.
But trauma is more than just skin deep—it is an echo that never fades. As old demons return in a terrifying new form, Dean is forced into a final, brutal confrontation with himself.
Descent into a fractured mind, where the line between salvation and self-destruction blurs beyond repair. How far can you run from your own shadow before your body finally gives in?
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- Part 2 of My Vampire
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"You smell so good," Benny said, the words slipping out before he could stop them. "You have no idea what you smell like."
Dean's laugh was shaky. "I got a pretty good idea, actually. I've been smelling myself all day. I've been dripping since you brought me that pie."
The image hit Benny square in the gut. Dean, sitting in that booth, pretending to scroll through his phone while his body grew wetter and wetter, his slick soaking through his boxers, his hole clenching around nothing while he watched Benny work. Wanting him. Waiting for him.
"You're gonna kill me," Benny said.
"Not before you fuck me, I hope." -
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The rules from his father’s journal don't work in a place where monsters come to die a second time.
Abandoned by an angel, brutally violated by Lucius’s nest, and crushed under the suffocating weight of his own guilt, Dean Winchester stops fighting. He just wants to fade away into the ash-gray twilight of Purgatory.
But Benny Lafitte has other plans. He needs a human to get through the door. And he is entirely willing to break whatever is left of the hunter's pride, strip away his autonomy, and keep him alive by sheer force, just to get what he wants.Series
- Part 1 of My Vampire
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(What if Benny stayed with Dean?)
Completed:
- Purgatory arc.
On going:
- Season 8 rewrite
Planned :
- Season 9 rewrite- Words:
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The constant moving around and general lack of real connections were never great. But being stranded in Lawrence, forced to stay in place until his dad comes for him, is worse. Especially once someone starts hunting him.
Going to the police is in every conceivable way a terrible plan. Accepting personal help from a severely overinvolved cop is quite possibly an even worse one. Above all because Dean is up to his neck in illicit activities and police-related trauma. But maybe, just once, it would be nice to have someone look out for him.
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- Part 1 of Paper Tigers
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- English
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- 18/18
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Bookmarked by Beanie2003
09 Sep 2026
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Castiel Novak is relatively happy living his solitary life as a Starbucks Barista. He lives alone with a cat named Hamburger, and he has one (1) emotional support friend, Gabriel.
Unfortunately, he is plagued by the fact that some guy (see: a random hot dude named 'Dean') is giving out Castiel's phone number as his own. And he's been doing it for months.
So, of course, when Castiel's at work and a hot stranger gives him his own phone number for the Starbucks Rewards Program... well... it doesn't go well.
Series
- Part 1 of the don't series
- Language:
- English
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- 96,631
- Chapters:
- 18/18
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Bookmarked by Beanie2003
08 Sep 2026
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As a kid, Dean’s dreams were pretty straightforward: food, a roof over his head, and maybe – if he really let himself dream big – a family that wouldn’t kick him out the second he became more trouble than he was worth. College? Not on his radar. Suddenly he’s here, though – on a football scholarship and faced with the possibility that this time he might get to stay.
For someone more well-adjusted it would be a dream come true. For Dean it’s a nightmare of desperately keeping up appearances while he’s drowning in other people’s expectations.
At least until a game of Truth or Dare sends him face-first into the arms of Castiel Novak. Senior. Resident (ex-)drug dealer. Obnoxious literature major. Heavily tattooed and everything Dean is trying to leave behind.
Dean needs a favor and Castiel is all too willing to deliver. Unfortunately the offer comes with strings attached that go well beyond the fake relationship that Castiel asks for in return.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 103,125
- Chapters:
- 25/25
- Comments:
- 952
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- 1,802
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- 509
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Bookmarked by Beanie2003
07 Sep 2026
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One of the best I've ever read.... Will read again!
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When Dean’s roommate moves out, he has to find someone else to live with asap because rent be expensive, yo.
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The one where Castiel doesn’t think his roommate camming will concern him, and it doesn’t! Except…
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 41,453
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 584
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- 1,391
- Bookmarks:
- 281
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- 29,356
Bookmarked by Beanie2003
04 Sep 2026
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Not all of our scars are worn on the outside ...
Disturbia Art by secretlytodream
Series
- Part 1 of Disturbia
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 373,399
- Chapters:
- 60/60
- Comments:
- 557
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Bookmarked by Beanie2003
02 Sep 2026