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So we're slaves to any semblance of touch (lord we should quit but we love it too much) by Control_F
Fandoms: Merlin (TV)
19 Jan 2024
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Merlin couldn’t remember the last time he’d hugged or been hugged by someone. He had grown to love Camelot, its landscapes and its people. Camelot had sunken into his bones and had started feeling like home. He had Gaius, he had Gwen, and, sometimes, even Arthur. Yet the loneliness never truly left him.
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Arthur’s father was not a very tactile person, and could not be called affectionate in any breadth or sense of the word when it came to physical touch. While he shared and experienced camaraderie with his knights, it was limited to pats on the shoulder and thumps on the back.
What he had with Merlin… it was different, and he was slightly unsettled by how much he needed it.
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In which Merlin and Arthur suffer seasonal bouts of loneliness, and the combined friction of their pain leads to Merlin confessing his magic to Arthur. (Not without serious emotional subtext, a massage representing the last vestige of Merlin's heterosexuality and a little display of magic).
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Tired of listening to his friends’ bickering during the Yule Ball, Harry goes out to get some fresh air. When he reappears, he looks rather bewildered as if he had seen a ghost. Or worse. Just where exactly has Harry been?
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30 Sep 2026
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In which Harry is a tad messed up after the war, but Snape gives him a run for his money. Or: an epic tale of PTSD, recovery and gay porn! (For detailed warnings, please see author's notes.)
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28 Sep 2026
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For the Prompt: Severus and Harry are Hogwarts colleagues. Harry hasn't been able to climax for X amount of time, and goes to the Potions Master for help.
Since the war, Harry and Ginny have been having troubles in bed. When the new teaching position and the therefore newfound distance between them doesn't fix things, their relationship comes to an end. Now Harry is getting desperate. He just wants to be normal.
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27 Sep 2026
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In 1993, Gilderoy Lockhart points a stolen wand at Harry Potter and Ron Weasley with the intent to Obliviate them.
The wand doesn't backfire. Gilderoy's "discovery" of the Chamber of Secrets is a short-term success.
Other consequences are not short-term at all.
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19 Aug 2026
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If You Love Me, Won’t You Let Me Know? by Not_me_undercover
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
23 Jan 2025
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The first time Peter met Morgan, he knew two things.
Number one: there was nothing he wouldn't do for this little girl. He'd kill, he'd die, and he'd live for her.
Number two: Morgan was Tony's daughter without a doubt.
(Or; Five times Tony almost told Peter he was his kid, +1 time he actually did. Feat. Peter and Morgan as siblings. (this fic is already completed, and will be updated every other day)).
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02 Aug 2026