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    Suddenly, Ilya had Shane backed against a wall. Ilya hadn't realized he'd moved until he was looming over Shane, one hand planted firmly on his chest. Ilya pulled his hand away quickly and moved it to the wall. He would never hurt Shane...

     
    Or would he?
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    Boxing day fight scene from Shane's POV with one big change, and what comes after that.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    It was like he was drawn to the podcasts, the articles that went on ad nauseam about how much the Metros blamed Shane for the loss, or the thinkpieces about how Shane’s trip was unforgivable to team members and to the city of Montreal as a whole. He had stopped listening to Man in the Crease weeks ago, at Hunter's suggestion, but he couldn’t bring himself to stop everything.

    Maybe he was hoping that just one of them would speak well of him. Hoping that maybe one person would understand that the accusations of cheating were so far below what Shane would do that a conversation about them was laughable.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Something in Shane’s chest ignites. Fast. Hot. A balloon of burning pressure inflating behind his ribs. For a moment, Shane actually sees red.

    “Don’t worry,” Shane hears himself say, easy, almost pleasant. “It’s chicken. Not dog.”

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    26 Aug 2026

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    “It’s weird,” Shane says. “Like something’s missing.”

    Ilya hums, his eyes flitting to the bump where the baby was until just yesterday. His stomach is still distended, though softer than before, like his body hasn’t caught up to what just happened yet.

    Shane isn’t sure that’s what he meant, but maybe Ilya’s right. Something was inside him, and now that thing is out in the world, a separate being that’s able to live and breathe without him.

    Or, Shane decides the best way to beat the post-retirement-blues is to have a baby, but bringing new life into the world is no small feat.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    can u have postpartum depression w/o birthing a child

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    It only took basically a decade but Shane finally has Ilya in every aspect. He should be celebrating and enjoying it, should be focused on slotting into his new team in Ottawa. Instead he's watching the news cycle with bated breath, waiting for the inevitable moment that his name pops up alongside words like "victim" and "Dallas Kent."

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    19 Jul 2026

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