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    “What else was I supposed to say, Sam?” Dean asks him. “I’m not...look, Cas is my best friend, and I care about him. That’s it.”

    “And you renovated a house for him,” Sam continues. “And live with him.”

    or: a year in the life, in which it takes some time, but they figure it out

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    12 Sep 2026

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    THEE Cas comes back from the Empty fic. Absolute perfection in every way - well balanced and vivid background characters, subplots and substance, and a beautiful look at how even knowing you’re in love isn’t always enough.

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    When Rowena bets the Winchesters they can't go a single month as women, Dean thought it'd be the easiest favor they ever won, Sam's just reluctantly along for the ride, and with the Book of the Damned at stake, there's no backing out.

    31 days in a girl body? What could possibly go wrong?

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    Sam and Dean Smash the Patriarchy

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    09 Sep 2026

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    A Fallen!Castiel bunker fic; Castiel arrives back at the bunker after six months of being missing, with eighteen of his newly-fallen brothers and sisters in tow; shameless schmoop and angel-care ensues. ♥

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    06 Sep 2026

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    There’s something haunting about this fic. Melancholy and absolutely devastating with what should be a happy ending but feels more like a loss. Really evocative, you absolutely loved this and should reread when you need a cry.
    Cas can’t stay, and Dean won’t make him. Not a sad ending, but not a happy one either.

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    Dean’s not stupid. He’s seen the looks Cas has aimed his way, when Cas thought he wasn’t paying attention. He’s leveled his share of looks back at Cas when the angel’s attention was elsewhere. More than once, he’s been caught in the act. At this point, they’re both dancing around the same elephant, too scared and caught in their ways to make the first move.

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    Dean gets hurt on a hunt. Cas takes care of him. There's only one bed. Confessions ensue.

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    06 Sep 2026

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    “You saved me,” Cas says.

    Dean wants to crawl inside that low rumble of a voice and curl up there forever. Delirious, he says, “Yes.”

    Then Cas says, “You kissed me.”

    Dean swallows. “And?”

    Cas kisses him. Something burns at the hem of Dean’s shirt and his eyelashes flutter darker and it’s much, much later when he realizes he’d felt a spark from the lightbulbs blowing out.

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    Dean barely talks since Cas died. Even once they save him, it's too damn hard. In which fucked up coping styles leave both Cas and Dean convinced the other doesn't really love them. Cas thinks Dean is offering to sleep with him out of the goodness of his heart, or so Cas won't leave. Dean is trying to be less of a dick and ends up crying all the time. Cas just wants Dean to let him be the big spoon. They get to heal and be in love.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    Absolute perfect balance of idiots in love angst and pure fluff. Super feel good. Somehow these two clown shoes still manage to misunderstand everything. Even “I love you.”
    You loved this - reread when able 🥰