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  1. Public Bookmark 39

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    What was supposed to be regular relaxing evening conversation between Shane and Ilya, quickly turns into sometime moe serious as Shane lets something slip and Ilya wants to know more about it, having a sneaking suspicion that what his boyfriend just let slip isn't going to be just a simple misunderstanding but something very serious, even when he is hoping that this isn't the case.

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  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    Shane falls into a depressive episode/autistic shutdown after the appropriately named 'Honeymoon phase' wears off and he finally has to sit with what his life is like now. With what happened to him after being outed. Ilya is not used to seeing this side of his husband. He knows A Shane that wakes up at 7:30 every day and runs his life like the well-oiled machine that it is. This is new territory for him but he will do whatever it takes for his Shane.

    prompt from Shangle on Tumbler.

    https://www.tumblr.com/myshangel/817137588557201408/anyway-i-do-think-shane-experiences-his-first?source=share

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  3. Public Bookmark 34

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    After the Long Game, where Shane has transferred. It's his third playoff game to Montreal, after losing the first two.

    Ilya finds him in his trophy room, stimming and spacing off.

    Basically Shane has a breakdown about the Boxing Day argument.

    Better than description, can read without reading the Long Game (I'll explain the argument in beginning notes)

    Spoilers!

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    It's New Years' Eve and Shane takes a Vodka-induced spiral through a level of jealousy he didn't know existed.

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    He looked over the rim of his glass, eyes immediately landing on Ilya’s laughing face on the other side of the club near the bar. He had his arm slung over Svetlana’s shoulders, her neck comfortably at the bend of his elbow. Shane’s teeth ground together when Ilya used the crook of his arm to pull Svetlana closer, Ilya's head tipping down to place his ear near her mouth.

    It was Ilya’s turn to lean in to speak in Svetlana’s ear, a grin spreading over Svetlana’s gorgeous face as she listened to his words. 

    Shane could vividly imagine what Ilya’s voice would sound like at this point. It would be raspy and rough, like a rumble. He’d heard him sound like that a thousand times and Shane would never be sick of it. It made his chest tight, his heart hammering to think about the way Ilya’s soft lips would brush along his ear. How his tongue would lick up the shell before nipping at the spot under Shane’s ear that made him moan.

    But he wasn’t doing any of that. He was talking to Svetlana. His friend.

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    11 Sep 2026

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    “You forget how to use phone now?” he asked. Curls shone in the muted hallway light, tousled and dipping onto his forehead. The mole shifted slightly on Ilya’s cheek.

    Feeling shuttered into his skin. The quiet peace he’d grasped with shaking hands was slipping away. Shane wanted to cry. Wanted to scream and hit something. Wanted to play dead on the carpet. Blood pulsed behind his eyes.

    Instead, he murmured, “Can we not do this right now? I don’t want to… not tonight, Ilya.”

    Ilya’s brows dropped. He placed a hand against the door. “Shane, what is wrong?”

    Fuck, fuck, of course he wouldn’t just let this go. Shane’s jaw trembled. The panic flooded his system anew. He scrubbed at his eyes again. He’d been fine, he’d kept all the lights off, he’d tuned out the beating of his heart, the feeling of sweat against his spine. He’d fixed it, and now… now, like a relentless weed, the buzz in his nerves had relit.

    He wanted to slam his head against the door.

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    Shane's panic rears it's ugly head and while he tries to push Ilya away before he shuts down, Ilya steps into the hotel room and closes the door behind him.

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