Ianthebadwolf



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    “I can’t do this anymore, Hollander.” His voice sounded steadier than he felt, and he was glad. "I don't want to do this."

    “I-Ilya, no. What do you mean? What are you saying?” Shane’s voice was panicked, frantic.

    “We are done, Shane.” Then, "Goodbye, Hollander."

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    12 Feb 2026

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    “And no one can deny that Rozanov is incredibly talented,” his mom said.

    Rozanov? Shane’s head snapped up, “What? What do you mean?”

    Yuna looked up and saw Shane’s shock.

    “Didn't Coach Wiebe tell you already? I assumed you knew. I heard on Man in the Crease this morning that Rozanov is moving to Ottawa next week.”

    Shane gaped. His brain shorted out.

    What. The Actual. Fuck.

    NHL MVP, Stanley Cup winner, and star of Shane’s filthiest and most secret sexual fantasies, Ilya Rozanov, had been traded to Ottawa and would be there next week! And Shane, part-time Assistant Coach to the Ottawa Centaurs, would have to work with him.
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    Or, Shane Hollander is the best player in the Professional Omega Hockey League (POHL), playing for the Ottawa Naiads. To supplement his meager POHL income, he works part-time for their NHL brother team, the Ottawa Centaurs, as an Assistant Coach.

    A series of bad experiences he had as a teen led him to swear off alphas forever, and he's been happily seeing other omegas ever since.

    So it doesn't matter when Ilya Rozanov gets traded to Ottawa. Shane doesn't date alphas.

    Sure, Hollander.

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    25 Oct 2026

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    Shane watches helplessly as Ilya is sent headfirst into the boards, spine twisting, skates lifting off the ice as his body folds under the force. The sound of impact is thunderous and wrong - echoing - louder than the crowd, louder than the goal horn, louder than the pounding of his heart against his chest, as Ilya’s body finally crumples into the ice.

    Ilya had no time to brace, Shane knows he had no time to brace because Shane had no time to brace.

    And he’s not moving.

    “Ilya!”

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    Or what it means to break, and come together again.

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    21 Oct 2026

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    As his eyes adjusted to the gloom, Ilya understood why Shane had been so insistent on him coming over.

    He had been struck by the change. The one no one could understand. That science couldn’t explain and was still rarely spoken about out loud.

    Or: Ilya helps Shane through an unexpected predicament.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    There is something from an Ottawa Centaurs email, titled 'conversation.'

    For a moment, he strongly considers deleting it. Shane no longer owes a single part of the MLH a damn thing, nor does he expect anything from it. His exit from the league is -- well. People aren't motivated to bring it up.

    The sender is listed as Wiebe, B.

    Shane clicks on the message.

    Ten years ago Shane lost everything but Ilya. He has to decide what, if anything, he wants back.

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    24 Oct 2026