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He knew if he kept his eyes shut for longer than a blink, he could still see Neil in his rear view mirror, his hair disheveled from where Andrew had his fingers in it not but moments prior, holding a lit but unsmoked cigarette between his fingers as Andrew drove away from him.
He also knew that he didn’t have to close his eyes to feel the ache that lingered within his ribcage; the ache that felt like the end of something, but also maybe the start of something new.
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Figure You Out by Ivrigasked
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
27 Jul 2023
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“You remember Li Bowen, right?”
A silly question. Lan Wangji remembers everything.
“I do.”
“Right, yeah. Silly question,” he shrugs. “Anyway…we’ve been out together a few times and I didn’t really think it was gonna go anywhere but—“ Wei Ying stops, cutting himself short.
The problem with the direction in which Wei Ying’s explanation is heading, is not that he’s having trouble saying it. It’s not that he’s talking about dating, or going on multiple dates with the same person, no. Lan Wangji knows his best friend is an unrelenting flirt, and loves companionship. Lan Wangji knows his best friend also loves physical intimacy and sex. These things have not been secrets for several years now. The problem with the direction in which Wei Ying’s explanation is heading, is that Lan Wangji is irrevocably in love with him, and has been for about 14 years. The problem is that Lan Wangji is in love with him, and Wei Wuxian, who’s never actually had a partner despite all of his dating, is about to tell Lan Wangji that Li Bowen, rich and illustrious philanthropist Li Bowen, has asked to formally court him.
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Once you say it out loud, it can't be undone by Ivrigasked
Fandoms: 악마판사 | The Devil Judge (TV)
23 Jan 2022
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Alternative title: Five times Gaon catches Yohan off guard, and the one time he sees it coming.
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You, Me, Only by Ivrigasked
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
06 Jan 2022
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A story of love, loss, loneliness, and endless devotion.
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Can't Hold My Heart by Ivrigasked
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
27 Nov 2020
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You’d think a year was long enough. Long enough to learn to breathe on your own, learn that places don't haunt you, people do, but there aren’t going to be ghosts lurking in every alley or storm drain. It’s certainly long enough for a smell to fade, a number to be forgotten, or a family to stop asking. But things like mattresses and couches don’t forget the bodies that used to rely on them, and tables and desks don’t forget marks and scratches. Broken plates don’t fuse back together, hardwood floors don’t magically undent. Hearts don’t miraculously unbreak.
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Nǐ shì tàiyáng, wǒ shì yuèliàng by Ivrigasked, shiptastic_energy
Fandom 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
19 Nov 2020
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Paradoxical by Ivrigasked
Fandom Carry On Series - Rainbow Rowell, Simon Snow & Related Fandoms
23 Mar 2020
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The Things They Don't Tell You by Ivrigasked
Fandom Carry On Series - Rainbow Rowell, Simon Snow & Related Fandoms
17 Mar 2020
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Sep 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Daddy and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
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09 Sep 2026
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here at the end of all things by nomadsland
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Sep 2026
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A knee injury ends Shane Hollander's nineteen-year NHL career.
Ilya Rozanov keeps checking in.
Shane pencils in "big gay midlife crisis" between physiotherapy sessions.
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09 Sep 2026
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who will love a little sparrow by weeb_grass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jul 2026
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Spring of 2016: Ilya loses a father.
Summer of 2016: Ilya loses a brother.
Fall of 2016: Ilya gains a daughter, a lover, and a friend.
Or: another "what if Ilya gained custody of his niece" fic.
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07 Sep 2026
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Fall in love with anyone by sistercacao
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Jul 2026
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“If a crystal ball could tell you the truth about yourself, your life, the future or anything else, what would you want to know?” Quickly, Ilya adds, “Don’t say that you want to know if you win the Cup.”“Why not? What if that’s my answer?”
“Is so boring, Hollander. Of course you want to know this. But Ilya Rozanov and Boston Raiders exist in this world, so crystal ball says, so sad, but no.”
“Fuck off. What are these questions even for, anyway? Are you interviewing me for something? Wouldn’t you have to, like, tell me if you were?”
Ilya is quick to assure Hollander before his paranoia takes him right out of this phone call. “It is not for interview, Hollander. I am just wondering. Answer the question.”
“And I can’t say that I would want to know whether I win the Cup.”
“Yes, other than that.”
“I guess… I guess I would want to know, like, am I happy?”
Ilya reads an article about 36 questions that are supposed to make people fall in love. He decides to ask Shane.- Language:
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04 Sep 2026
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good on my own accord by impetuous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 May 2026
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No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.
Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.
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- Part 1 of #42 Shane Hollander
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01 Sep 2026