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    Lying was not permitted in the Cloud Recesses and, after some profound introspection on his last birthday, Lan Wangji did his best not to lie to himself either. So Lan Wangji couldn’t tell himself he had never had thoughts like this about Wei Ying. He had been having them pretty consistently, in fact, since they had met four summers earlier.

    At fifteen he had been a maelstrom of hormones and confused emotions and he had reacted badly to the person who had inspired him to feel such unwelcome feelings. At sixteen, he had understood himself better but was not ready to accept it, and treated Wei Ying with cold politeness (which had honestly seemed to frustrate Wei Ying even more.)

    But now he was nineteen and in the process of realizing that it wasn’t a passing fancy he felt for Wei Ying. He was in love, really in love. Lan Wangji felt like he was at the beginning of a very long and impossibly painful journey, one that might last his entire life, of loving Wei Ying and never having him.

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    aka: super self-indulgent wangxian teen pining

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    Walking up the mountain road, on the day they have agreed to meet, he hears a flute playing a familiar melody. It is the song he wrote while thinking about the sparkly glint in the most beautiful eyes in the world. About a ribbon wrapped around two wrist in a frozen cave. About the smell of Emperor’s smile in the moonlight.

    And when Wei Wuxian turns around and flashes him a smile, the most brilliant and beautiful smile Lan Wangji has seen on him, he no longer suspects. He is certain.
    Wei Ying loves him too.

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    What happened after the final scene in CQL

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    29 Sep 2026

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    “Well, this place is rather beautiful. With all the lanterns, and the water, and—and—”

    He paused as his gaze caught Mu Qing’s. Speckles of lantern light twinkled in his eyes. It shimmered across his hair as well, and… he looked so beautiful and serene. And Feng Xin’s lips were moving before he could consider the words slipping out.

    “Maybe I would confess to you under these circumstances.”

    When Feng Xin gets his hands on a pair of lucky dice, they end up transporting him to a magical scene on the water surrounded by lanterns.

    And Mu Qing.

    Mu Qing is there.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    “Mu Qing?” Feng Xin wasn’t laughing anymore, instead his voice was tinged with concern.
    Mu Qing’s body moved faster than his mind and he punched Feng Xin square in the face.
    Shit.
    “What the fuck, Mu Qing?!”
    When he came to, he saw that Feng Xin was standing across from him. He was pinching his nose and looking murderous.
    There was nothing else for it, Mu Qing fled.
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    Basically just 3000 words of Mu Qing being an emotionally constipated, sexually repressed, gloriously virginal idiot.

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    “Qifrey, are you alright?”

    Qifrey’s shoulders tremble. A long moment passes. Then, a pained whisper.

    “...no.”

    Olly reaches out to place a hand against his back, but before he can, Qifrey turns abruptly, grabbing him almost roughly by the shoulders and shuffling him back against the wall. His eye is wild, hands fisting in the front of Olly’s shirt. Despite his surprise, Olly cannot help the way his heart lurches in his chest. He had pictured himself in this position more times than he’d admit, but never in any of his fantasies did Qifrey look so sad.

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