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    “Maybe—maybe Lily is sleeping,” she says. Bargaining, she realizes numbly. She’s bargaining for more time. And for whatever is unfolding here to stop unfolding and in fact fold itself back up. Her thumb shifts away from the call button. “And you should be sleeping too, mister.”

    “He’s not sleeping.” Shane flares his nostrils—another gesture Yuna hasn’t seen in so many years. “He’s waiting for me to call a third time. Mom. Please. He’s—he’ll be so worried.”

    Yuna shifts her thumb and lets it drop. Is Yuna a bad mother if she hopes "Lily" doesn’t pick up?

    -x-

    or: Shane needs to call someone the night he's laid out by Marlow, and Yuna reflects on her quietly, obsessively devoted son.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    A knee injury ends Shane Hollander's nineteen-year NHL career.

    Ilya Rozanov keeps checking in.

    Shane pencils in "big gay midlife crisis" between physiotherapy sessions.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    On July 4, 2018, Ilya announces to the world that he has already played his last home game on Boston Raider ice. He's an Ottawa Centaur now, for better or for worse.

    Most all of Boston Twitter agrees it's for worse.

    Shane Hollander, watching alone on his couch at the cottage that Ilya just left a few days ago, knows it's for the better. And he thinks he knows that Ilya thinks it's for the better too, that Ilya's excited for the move, excited to be closer to Shane. It's just hard to remember that when Ilya looks so distracted and sad in the wake of the news breaking.

    But one day, Shane's going to promise this man that he'll be there for him through better or worse, so he may as well start practicing now.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    Shane goes on a business trip in Tokyo and makes a little detour. He brings back a gift that Ilya wasn't expecting and won't ever forget.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    Then, before Shane could react, Rozanov's other hand came up and pressed firmly against the fresh bruise blooming across his ribs from where he’d been crushed into the boards. Shane sucked in a sharp breath, body jerking on instinct.

    “Jesus—”

    “Yeah,” Rozanov said quietly, watching him. “This one hurt, yes? You whimpered so pretty for me against the boards, Hollander. Almost had to take you right there on the ice.”

    Shane’s back hit the wall behind him as he tried to pull away, breath going tight and uneven. “You fucking dick,” he gritted out.

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    06 Sep 2026