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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    How could Xie Lian be so selfish?
    How dare he think of himself, when San Lang had done everything but?
    How could he even think of dying, when his lover was still waiting for him to come home?

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    22 Aug 2026

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    Looking at the picture now, it felt like he might explode. He took it down off the wall, as well as any other that had He Xuan’s face in it, and he dropped them all on the desk. Frames clattered together, but he didn’t care. He swept the room, crying again, removing any traces of He Xuan, but he couldn’t take away the imprint. He’d been everywhere in this room at some point, this house, all of it. There was no refuge from memory, and Shi Qingxuan sunk to the floor and cried into his knees.

    Two weeks later, they would bury an empty casket.

     

    Shi Qingxuan and He Xuan have been friends their entire lives. They've shared everything, even down to the date of their birth. When He Xuan dies in a terrible accident, Shi Qingxuan is left to pick up the pieces. Five years after his death, a series of attacks against the Water Master Shipping Company stirs up old memories, and a mysterious newcomer to his life, Ming Yi, is a welcome distraction from the chaos. Nothing is as simple as it seems, and Shi Qingxuan is forced to confront the past head on, including his own guilt over He Xuan's death.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    “Do you want to take his place?”

    “Wh-What?” Shi Qingxuan blinked up at him. 

    “I’m walking out of here with someone tonight. A debt is owed, and I’ll see that it’s repaid, somehow. Whether that’s through blood or cash, I don’t care.” He Xuan slid his hand around the back of Shi Qingxuan’s neck, holding him still. “Do you want to take his place? If not, shut up, and go-“

    “Yes.” Shi Qingxuan swallowed. “Yes, I’ll take his place.”

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    16 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    When he was finally old enough to join the priesthood, Xie Lian was shocked when, instead of the expected set of priest robes, Father Jun Wu presented him with a nun's habit.

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    08 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 94

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    Mu Qing and Feng Xin watched their dearest friend become a shattered version of himself. They watched as the pieces scattered across the floor and the desperate attempt to tape himself back together. They watched as he shed the toxic air shrouding his shoulders and forced filtered sunlight to light up his smile once more.
    They suffered, and cried, and died.
    Their smiles are trophies - proof of their healing pain.
    They will be damned if anyone breaks their friend again.
    Through the sweet melodies of their new lives, love finds them like a blanket - warm and inviting.
    And Mu Qing wonders if it would kill his friends to be on time to class at least once.

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    16 Mar 2026