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    ‘I want to write about you,’ Daniel finally says. It's true.
    ‘Based on what you've shown me, I'd prefer you didn't.’
    ‘But you'd like someone to write about you.’
    ‘I'm not even twenty-five yet, I scarcely require a biographer.’

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    Daniel Molloy has been living in New York for nearly ten years but his career is a non starter, taking assignments from a wire agency to fund his drug habit. One of these assignments leads him to the De Romanus Balletics Company where he meets the enigmatic, beautiful principal dancer, Armand. Daniel thinks he might be able to grow closer to the object of his affection and advance his career, resulting in a spiral of sex, drugs and (ballet) dancing.

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    30 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 29

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    Harrow weighed the probabilities of this all being a figment of her imagination. When she determined the odds were likely in the range of sixty percent, she then took a minute to seriously consider if she cared— if she wanted to risk the fantasy ending by acknowledging its falsehood. Harrow closed her eyes and pressed her fingertips to her eyelids until blotches of color bloomed in the blackness.

    “Gideon, can I ask you something?” she muttered finally.

    Gideon heaved a long, loud sigh. “Fine. But only because you called me ‘Gideon’ instead of 'Griddle.'”

    Harrowhark dropped her hands from her eyes and forced herself to look at her.

    “Are you real?” she whispered.

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    Harrowhark— aching, exhausted, and disorientated— awakens in the Locked Tomb with no recollection of how she got there, or how the Tomb opened. But right now, all she can focus on is this: Gideon is here too, and she’s alive. Or at least— close enough.

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    09 Aug 2026

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    “You once asked me if I wanted to hear your story. Is that offer still on the table?”

    “What part of that sentence —said in the circumstance it was— did you not regard as predatory, Daniel?”

    “Oh, no part of it, but you already fucking killed me, so I figured I’d ask again.”

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    02 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 40

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Damen gets a call to say there's been an incident at his daughter's pre-school and he has to come in for a meeting with the parents of the other child involved. The parent is Laurent.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    "They don't want it to be real," Laurent says. He touches lightly, with his fingertips, where he's written LOVE WINS. "They want us to sell them a fantasy, and they want just enough reality that they can pretend it might happen to them, one day."

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    19 Jul 2026

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    “Kaz Brekker…Sun Summoner...I’ve been waiting a long time for you.”
    “Hope that means you’ve built patience, then, because I anticipate you’re going to wait a fair bit more.”

    Kaz is the Sun Summoner, and boy is he pissed about it.

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    19 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 16

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    He wants to be closer somehow and stares at his lover with purpose this time, thinking his name on repeat like his silent plea of ‘Armand, Armand, Armand,’ will be enough to fully grab his attention. Whether he heard him or not, those sharp nails blindly reach out to ghost over his scalp again in a touch too brief for his liking. It’s soothing, but not enough to ease the growing ache that’s starting to gnaw at him.

    — — —

    daniel wants to kiss armand, but he's too busy being a cinephile.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    “It’s a little difficult to think clearly with a knife pressed to his jugular, but Neil manages to wonder if he should’ve let the FBI send him to jail instead of here.

    It makes sense, unfortunately, that after finding Neil bruised, burnt, and bleeding out on the cold cement floor of his father’s basement, Special Agent Todd Browning might have had some concerns for Neil’s health.

    Neil just didn’t expect that concern to include his mental health, too.

    Browning had offered Neil a choice that day - after listing out, like, fifty reasons why he thought Neil might benefit from some therapy.

    Life in prison or a sixty day stay in a psych ward, followed by freedom.

    Neil thought the answer was obvious, but his new roommate still hasn’t removed his blade from Neil’s throat - which Neil is now realizing isn’t actually a knife, but a razor blade taped to the butt of a toothbrush - so he’s rethinking that answer a bit.”

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    The one where Neil and Andrew meet in Easthaven.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Rationally, Jayce is aware that Viktor provokes fights purely for his own enjoyment at least half the time. Not even someone as dead-set on being a bastard can realistically find enough reasons to start an argument as frequently as Viktor does. Rationally, Jayce is aware that he only gives Viktor what he wants when he responds to the provocation with anything other than pure indifference.

    It’s real fucking difficult to stay indifferent when Viktor starts talking, though, and the urge to rip him apart is so physically overpowering, Jayce really has no other choice than to at least scream at him a little bit.

    Or: Viktor pushes, and Jayce has no other choice than to push back, because his ego has always been fragile like that.

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    29 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 70

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    He sounds so much like himself. Will wants to believe it, wants every story about the collar to be wrong so badly.

    But –

    "Tell me who I am."

    James tilts his head in curiosity, but complies.

    "You are Will Kempen."

    "Who else?"

    "Sarcean, the Dark King."

    Will closes his eyes and inhales a shaky breath, once again swallowing the scream stuck in his throat.

    "Don’t you mind at all?"

    "Why would I?"

    Because this is what you've always been afraid of. This is why your family cast you out and Sinclair took you in. They made you believe that all you would ever amount to was betraying people for Him. For me. But then you found out it was all a lie and for the first time in your life, you were free to choose your future. Until now.
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    If there is a way to remove the collar, Will is going to find it.

    (picks up right after Dark Heir)

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    23 Jun 2026

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    So sue him, he’s a jerk. He wants more, he always wanted more. He’s always been the first guy to bite more than he can chew.

    He wants the full story. He wants the grisly, dismal, ugly details. All the hideous answers to his hideous questions.

    Out of the penthouse, out of Dubai.

    A soft groan, both pained and vaguely showy, reverberates in that damned silence. Daniel knows then and there he’s not getting the fuck out of Dubai anytime soon.

    He wants the full story. And for that, he wants Armand.

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    Daniel, Armand, 1973, 2022, what happened in between the cracks and what happens next

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    14 Jun 2026

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Daniel becomes a vampire. Armand thinks stalking is a substitute for communication. Marius haunts the narrative. Louis and Lestat help (sort of.)

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    24 May 2026

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    When Viktor finally asks why Jayce stayed behind inside the Anomaly with him, Jayce stares at him as though he’s supremely disappointed by the question— as if Viktor has betrayed his own brilliance by asking something so irredeemably stupid. “How could I not? We’re partners.”

    Partners, Jayce calls them. Not for the first time, Viktor wonders: Partners in what?

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    Or: Jayce and Viktor survive the Hexcore, a blizzard, their own bodies, sharing a bed and all the things they’re too afraid to say. Slowly, they put themselves back together— piece by stubborn piece.

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    09 May 2026

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    Neil Josten was born with violence in his blood and raised as a weapon to hide in plain sight.

    And then he finds himself surrounded by foxes and his usual survival tactics ruined by a five foot goalie. The whole mobster mafia problem isn’t helping either.

    --

    Cue a Neil who cares a little less, a past raven, and potentially a little something more to live for.

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    08 May 2026

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    Neil sat alone in the kitchen and wasn’t sure if he could stomach the tea anymore. He’d had over six months to learn that Andrew was very much off-limits, but knowing that didn’t stop the clusterfuck happening in his brain. Because although Neil had never had a crush before he wasn’t stupid, alright? He knows that being jealous of someone else’s relationship has to at least mean something.

    So, yeah. Neil has a crush on his roommate, Andrew Minyard, who just so happens to be dating his other roommate, Kevin Day. The whole thing sounds like the setup to a bad romcom.

    A Russian translation of this fic is available here: https://ficbook.net/readfic/13114542

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Neil can’t tell if anyone else realizes it, but they’re all, at the least, attuned enough to Andrew’s general demeanor not to fight the dismissal. They file out slowly, wishing him well and promising to visit again in the morning. Kevin reaches for the handles of Neil’s wheelchair as if to bring him with them. Neil bats his hand away without even a glance. He can feel the glare Kevin sends his way, but Neil couldn’t care less about him right now.

     

    Look at me.

     

    The feeling burns hot in his chest; a forest-fire filling his lungs, torching his skin, licking away at the last of his composure.

    When the door closes behind Kevin, Neil’s self-control is set ablaze.

    or: the aftermath of the foxes v. ravens rematch

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    20 Apr 2026

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    12 Apr 2026

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    "My dad's 80th birthday is next week." Other than his mother, Roman never talks about his family, and Jeryd's taken the hint not to ask too many questions. All Jeryd knows is that Roman has siblings and a father in America: no details, no names , and he's been respectful enough not to try to find anything out on his own. "Ken thinks I should go. I haven't been back since his 75th."

     

    Jeryd nods, sits back to give Roman the space to think it out if he wants to, but Roman looks at Jeryd, prompting, as though he'll have advice. "Let's go." It's the best Jeryd can offer. "I haven't been across the pond in a year. I wouldn't mind going back."

     

    Roman reacts with genuine surprise. "You want to come with me?" Jeryd tilts his head at him, an ironic nonverbal Are you serious?, and Roman digs in. "My family is fucked, Jeryd, you don't want to spend a day and a half with them."

    An AU where Shiv is a guy and Roman's twin, focusing on all of the history between them and their family that's been buried for decades.

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    23 Mar 2026

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