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    “So we meet again,” Ilya shouts, a lazy grin on his face as he peers at Shane from the Ottawa penalty box.

    Shane glares back from Montreal’s penalty box, deadpan look on his face. He’s still fuming—angry that he got called for a practically non-existent penalty, angry that Ilya called for the same stupid penalty, and angrier that they’re both sitting out for the next two minutes of play because of it.

    At least Ilya doesn’t seem too phased by it. In fact, he seems to be enjoying himself.

    “You come here often?” Ilya asks in a flirtatious tone.

    Shane snorts, shaking his head. “Not that often. But I heard you’re here a lot.”

    Ilya spreads his arms. “Ah, but the penalty box is always better when you’re in yours, too. You always look so cute in there. Like a wet kitten.”

    or: five times Shane and Ilya end up in their respective penalty boxes at the same time while playing against each other, plus one time they end up sharing one as teammates.

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    25 Oct 2026

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    A game in Boston ends with both the Bears and the Metros locked inside the arena together, an unknown virus spreading through the city, and Shane testing positive.

    The good news? It doesn't seem to spread through the air.

    The bad news? It does seem to spread through prolonged exchange of saliva. Aka making out.

    Which explains how Ilya got it from Shane.

    Now Ilya really wants to know how the fuck Shane got it in the first place.

    Unfortunately, accusing your secret whatever-he-is of making out with someone else is a little difficult when you're locked inside an arena with both teams.

    Or: There's a virus that spreads from person to person through making out. Shane gets it. Ilya gets it from Shane. Ilya handles this information extremely well while locked down with both the Metros and the Bears.

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    24 Oct 2026

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    Is it weird, he wonders, not to tell Rozanov that he’s getting the surgery in Boston, that he’ll be in his city for at least a few weeks this summer? Should he tell him?

    Shane would want to know, he thinks, if Rozanov was in Montreal for weeks at a time. He almost thinks he’d be able to sense it even if he hadn’t been told. He’s always had a sixth sense for him, aware of where he is at all times on the ice, an invisible frisson between them when they stand near each other in public, every hair on his head bending toward him, like a sunflower toward the sun.

    shane finds himself in boston for the summer. he finds ilya there too.

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    23 Oct 2026

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    Shane doesn't drink often, but after a tough loss in Boston and six months of being ghosted by Ilya Rozanov, he does.

    When he needs a ride home, a well-meaning bouncer texts the last person he messaged.

    Unfortunately, that's Ilya Rozanov.

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    22 Oct 2026

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    It’s like they think that Ilya's someone to put up with, rather than someone that Shane wants to spend every waking minute of his life with. Someone that is, in every single fucking way, Shane’s person. Someone that knows exactly how to make him laugh and someone he doesn’t have to hide his quirks from and someone who allows his own asshole side to shine when Shane wants it to.

    Shane loves Ilya, is in love with him. It’s just that Ilya is also his best friend.

    Or, 5 times that Shane gets annoyed by people thinking he's supposed to control Ilya, and 1 time he finally says something about it.

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    21 Oct 2026