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    Reflexively, Till kicks upward, and Ivan crumbles, a knee hitting the center of his stomach as Till tries scrambling away. More rebels are running for their vehicles. He needs to get to his bike. He needs to get out.

    “Till,” Ivan chokes out, voice hoarse from the agony of being kicked straight in the stomach.

    Till’s throat closes in on itself. Ivan’s voice. It’s not a hallucination.

    Nearly two years after being saved from the fire, Till runs into someone on a rebel mission with the same face of the person who has done nothing but haunt him.

    For the life of him, he can't let himself believe that Ivan is alive. Not while he's still hallucinating a version of him that keeps him from being able to speak.

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    A ghost shouldn’t bleed. A ghost shouldn’t fight. But those eyes, his eyes, had stared back at him like the dead had decided to walk.

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    A post-canon alnst AU centering around what would happen if Ivan survived and hid himself away for 7 years in an effort to not be a burden to Till. Mainly written so I can cope with canon hehehe :3 Hope you all enjoy!

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    28 year old Till dies and gets thrown back in time to when he was a kid. He’s determined to save his family and change the future.

    Last time, Till had turned back and stayed in Anakt with Mizi and the others. As much as Till wanted to save them, he knew that if he didn’t make a different choice, nothing would change. Till would find a way to come back and save the others.

    So this time? “Let’s go. Do you know the way out?”

    Till squeezed Ivan’s hand and ran. 

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