Notforlove



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    Lestat takes a FaceTime call in Walmart a month-ish post reunion. Felix suffers.

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    Louis and Lestat go home after the bar and talk some more about the Gabriella of it all.

    “There is a hurricane inside of me, Louis. Beasts warring. Ugly things.”
    “Are they us?” Louis asks, and Lestat can’t tell if it’s a joke.

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    A series of phone calls between Louis and Lestat unpacking the revelations of 3x03. These conversations are messy and imperfect (because it's Louis and Lestat) but full of love (because it's Louis and Lestat).

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    03 Aug 2026

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    It keeps happening. He notices morning after morning. A missing piece here, a fallen piece there. In the mirror, his eyes are red and watering.

    Usually, when he's upset like this, he would take a piece of hair to chew on, or rip a piece from his scalp, but he's too scared to do either anymore.

    "Louis, darling," he sniffles and reenters their bedroom. "I think my hair is falling out."

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    01 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 55

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    SPOILERS TVL EPISODE 7. I wrote this to heal me: Louis yells at Gabriella, eviscerates her with his words (his special skill). Louis tells Lestat about his day with Armand. Louis comforted after being tortured.

    Kisses the red bumps of the wolf-scars, mouthing along the symbols of old pain. Licks when he gets to the end of one, then starts at another.

    Lestat’s head is drooping back, breathing open-mouthed at the ceiling. He’s murmuring Louis’ name over and over, lost in the vowels. Intoning like a prayer, reminding Louis of churches. Louis finishes, lips not yet numb: but tingling from the puckered skin, from taking his time, from putting love into it. He whispers, “I hate that you got hurt.”

    Lestat crying again, lord Jesus. It’s funny, it’s beautiful how this man cries. In his baritone, he just repeats it back, “I hate that you got hurt.”

    SPOILERS EPISODE 7 fix-it, hurt with so much comfort

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    22 Jul 2026