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  1. Rec *

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    A rare and unexpected snowstorm hits Yokohama, leaving the Agency suffering in a shared dorm room. To further their luck, a city-wide blackout occurs, leaving Ranpo to lead his coworkers through the storm to Dazai’s secondary residence where they get more than they bargained for.

    Or: Ranpo, Kunikida, Yosano and Atsushi show up on Dazai’s door step during a snowstorm, only to be met with Chuuya instead.

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    21 Oct 2026

  2. Rec 12

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    “Not gonna let this get you,” Chuuya promised into his hair. 

    Dazai didn’t respond, he didn’t need to. 

    The sentiment was mutual.

    Or: Dazai and Chuuya during a depressive episode. 
    started as a oneshot, 3rd chap coming soon

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    20 Oct 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I wish I had a Chuuya

  3. Rec 77

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    Dazai lies on the table beneath the bright medical spotlight, a shining beacon in the otherwise dim surgical suite. The lights wash him out, making him look translucent and sickly. His blood-soaked coat lies sopped and deflated on the table, outlining his slim form in a way that almost makes him look skeletal.

    And Kunikida realizes that he’s staring head-on at a future Dazai has been sprinting toward for as long as Kunikida has known him—a future where his corpse lies lonely on a morgue table, empty and lifeless.

    Or, one year into his employment at the Agency, Dazai hides an injury from the team until he collapses. Kunikida helps Yosano stabilize him and is horrified by some of the things Dazai lets slip and the scars he finds beneath Dazai’s bandages.

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    15 Oct 2026

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    At fourteen, Dazai is the one to find Chuuya after the lab explosion.

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    He watches Chuuya fall asleep, slow and soft, in small bits. He is so beautiful, and he is mine. All mine.

    I am the first person he smiled at.

    I am the first person who said his name.

    I am the first person who has held him like this.

    He is mine. He will always be mine now, after these things.

    Dazai thinks, for a moment, that he might not ever get to feel things, or see the world the way most people do, or find a reason to live. But he can live for this, for him. For this boy. He does not care about birds or parks or trees or people, does not feel all that much when he sees the sunrise or sunset or the stars and the moon. He does not like dogs or children. He does not like the world.

    But he likes Chuuya. He likes the way Chuuya looks when he is looking at all these things.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    Bros as depressed as me fr

  5. Rec 73

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    You all asked for this, so here is the full version of the [SKK x JJK] one-shot at last:


     

    Nakahara Chuuya is dead.

    The final clash against the assassin Paul Verlaine caused more damage to his body than either Chuuya or Dazai were prepared for, and the Gravity Manipulator breathed out his last in Dazai's arms. Following his death, the Demon Prodigy spent his days in daze, feeling like he lacked a part of his soul.

    Until he walked one more time past the Tsurumi river.

    Nakahara Chuuya was always there to pull him out, beat him up and then walk with him all over Yokohama - but there was no more slugs to save him this time. Observing the peaceful currents, Dazai once again gave into his temptations. And so, he jumped. But against all odds and reasons, he still survived. And Dazai began to notice that something strange was fished with him from that river - something that was devouring his negative emotions, preventing him for seeking death, and against all odds - that power seemed so familiar that he could recognize it even in dreams.

    Ability User Nakahara Chuuya has died.

    But the Special Grade Cursed Spirit 'Chuuya' has just been born.

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    02 Oct 2026