Only_This_Fall



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    “Ilya,” he gasps. “You’re drunk, hey, ah, wait,” he adds, and he’s trying so hard to do the right thing here, but Ilya’s cock is still sliding against his and he can’t stop himself from moving his hips to chase it.

    “Yes,” Ilya says. His mouth trails down over Shane’s collarbone and his chest, leaving a trail of spit because he’s being so messy. “Waited all night to have you,” he mumbles, looking up to meet Shane’s eyes, and takes his nipple between his lips.

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    none of these stories are interconnected. they can be read in any order, and you're not missing something if you skip some of them. it's just all my HR fic, gathered in one place.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    Ilya hadn’t known the video existed. If he had known, he would have paid someone to have it destroyed. Would have paid someone to murder Kuznetsov, maybe, just for redundancy's sake. But it was peak stupidity, to keep evidence of your homosexual perversion around in a country where that crime could get you sent to jail for several decades, and Ilya hadn’t thought that Kuznetsov would be that dumb.

    Now here Ilya was, watching a video of his fourteen-year-old self on Twitter getting fucked by his former hockey coach.

    So. There go the plans for the rest of his life.

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    Or: in 2018, during Ilya's last year with the Raiders, an old video is leaked on Twitter. Ilya reacts, or overreacts. Shane does, too.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    Shane started letting out little sniffs, “I know we’re happy now. But, you weren’t happy once. I don’t like that.” He scrunched Ilya’s shirt in his fingers, “I really don’t like that, Ilya.”

    “Shane,” Ilya whispered as tears began landing on his shoulder.

    “I don’t like thinking about you missing your birthdays or Christmases,” Shane said. “That’s sad, baby. That’s so sad.”

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    Shane only wants to know what Ilya did for Christmas during the years they spent apart. Ilya gets out a whiteboard and explains how you learn to think about life when you grow up without family in a foreign country, and what it means to keep waiting for the third Christmas from the next.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    Ilya is going to fuck Shane Hollander.

    Hollander wants to hook up again. Ilya can tell. He can always tell. Shane Hollander wants his dick.

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    It starts casual.

    It doesn’t stay that way for long.

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    06 Jul 2026