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F.E.A.R (Forget Everything And Remember/For Everything A Reason) by PaxAm
Fandoms: The Martian (2015), The Martian - Andy Weir
14 Apr 2026
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The close observation of the food packets ceased as Mark realised something. As his eyes passed over the pile of silver, he noted mentally that there weren’t many left. It should have occurred to him that Duh, of course there’s not many left, you’re only here for another week.
But that voice of reasoning was instantly flattened by the instinctual worry created by eighteen months of worrying about fucking starving. It had been wired in Mark’s brain to instantly spiral in anxiety when he saw anything of the likes; not enough food, broken Hab canvas, frozen-over potatoes-
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Mark spirals when he sees the food supply dwindling. Beck and Martinez help him out.
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Benton had left without a word, but when Carter swivelled around, ready to leave himself, he’d spotted the man’s crumpled undershirt, laying in a heap on the bench. It was no conscious decision, really, that pushed him to snag the shirt.
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Carter jerks off to the scent of Benton's stolen shirt.
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All it had taken was four words.
“So, about that blowjob?”
Seconds later, Mickey found himself crowding Ian into a cramped bathroom stall of the shitty diner they’d stopped at, pressing rough kisses to Ian’s neck and palming himself over the rough fabric of his jeans.
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Ian takes Mickey up on his promise of "any time"
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Steve Harrington and Eddie Munson are both in need of a slot of a summer concert being held by their music college, both for different reasons. It turns out, there's only one space left.
They're forced to work together for a final concert, struggling through past conflict and fighting current afflictions.
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A MusicCollege!Au in which steve and eddie are reunited.
On an indefinite haitus
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I Was Me, But Now He's Gone. by PaxAm
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
22 Jul 2025
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What if the fight scene in ROTS ends more abruptly?
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Anakin is caught off guard in his duel with Obi-Wan.
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PaxAm's Whumptober 2024 by PaxAm
Fandom Band of Brothers (TV 2001), Deadpool - All Media Types, Dream SMP, Hannibal (TV), Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic), Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Pacific (TV), Wolverine (Movies), X-Men (Alternate Timeline Movies), X-Men (Movieverse), X-Men - All Media Types
24 May 2025
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Whumptober 2024 - Non-Completionist.
Fandoms:
- X-Men [8]
- Star Wars (Prequels) [6]
- Band of Brothers [2]
- Heartstopper [1]
- Deadpool & Wolverine[1]
- The Outsiders [1]
- Hannibal [1]
- The Pacific [1]
- Dream SMP [1]- Words:
- 22,320
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The story of "You're Like a Breath of Fresh Air", both from Eugene's and Babe's perspective.
I wrote Eugene's view, then the lovely Lady_Rhaena inspired me to write Babe's.
Eugene can't stand to listen to the cries of his men, knowing he's been instructed to sit back from the patrol. It's when he finds out that someone is drowning that he steps in.
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- 6,143
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- Bookmarks:
- 5
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CarterBenton fanart inspired by fanfiction I read not long ago :3
(never posted on here b4 im sorry if there's anything wrong w the formatting
Bookmarked by PaxAm
18 Sep 2026
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X is for X ray
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There isn't pain.
There… there should be pain.
It's the only coherent thought John can grasp as he lays supine on the trauma room floor, felled by a kick to the chest. As the hands and voices come converging around him, faces bobbing into his field of view.
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Carter is injured by a patient and loses feeling in his legs.
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- Part 24 of The A-Z of Wyle Whump
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W is for Withdrawals
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The boy is drifting now, lips and chin still shimmering with the water forced down his throat mere minutes ago. The air around him hangs heavy with the scent of vomit and sweat. Peter feels almost like he's sitting in the midst of some festering rainforest.
He reaches over, tentatively, and takes Carter's wrist.
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Peter takes care of Carter as he detoxes.
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- Part 23 of The A-Z of Wyle Whump
Bookmarked by PaxAm
12 Sep 2026
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Carter and Weaver get snowed in together but Carter doesn't feel too good
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- Part 9 of Sicktember 2026
Bookmarked by PaxAm
10 Sep 2026
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Carter thinks he's anxious. His immune system disagrees.
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- Part 8 of Sicktember 2026
Bookmarked by PaxAm
10 Sep 2026