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  1. Public Bookmark 55

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    Shane Hollander: gets microaggressed at work, fires his own mother, dredges up years-old hurts with his boyfriend, and wonders how long he can keep from collapsing under the weight of his secret.

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    28 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 74

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    After their first game on the Cens together, Shane stops wallowing. Ilya attemps his tried-and-true approach to conflict resolution.

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    26 Sep 2026

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    Marly fucking notices when Roz comes back after the summer and he looks happy. Literally glowing. He’s all smiley too - a real smile, not the fake one he puts on for media or for strangers he doesn’t like.

    So yeah, Marly knows something is going on.

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    20 Sep 2026

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    "Hockey talent or not, for the rest of his life, the onus will always be on him to dodge this bullshit and come out squeaky clean on the other side. The strict rules binding him simply don’t exist for other people."

    A few months into his first season with the Centaurs, Shane is rapidly approaching a breaking point for reasons nobody would ever guess, and he himself is only beginning to understand.

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    20 Sep 2026

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    Really fucking good follow up to TLG, remember to send it when she's done reading?

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    "It's not my blood," Neil said quickly before his coach decided to do something stupid like call an ambulance.
    There was a lot of blood.
    "Then who-"
    "I need to get as far away from here as possible." Neil said.

     

    Where Neil runs away from his father and ends up in the small beach town of Palmetto. He meets Andrew, gets a job, gets friends, and starts to let down his guard.
    Loosely based on Safe Haven by Nicholas Sparks.

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    19 Sep 2026

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    There is something from an Ottawa Centaurs email, titled 'conversation.'

    For a moment, he strongly considers deleting it. Shane no longer owes a single part of the MLH a damn thing, nor does he expect anything from it. His exit from the league is -- well. People aren't motivated to bring it up.

    The sender is listed as Wiebe, B.

    Shane clicks on the message.

    Ten years ago Shane lost everything but Ilya. He has to decide what, if anything, he wants back.

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    18 Sep 2026

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    Troy Barrett is a better person now. Out, proud, and outspoken, he's completely turned his life around for good. He has great friends, a good team, and a wonderful boyfriend. He's going to prove to the world he's turned a new leaf and he's going to make amends with the people he's been a dick to.

    Shane Hollander doesn't want to be a stop on the Troy Barrett Apology Tour, no matter how good of a person he is now.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    Shane knows he has a year to make things work on the Cens. That’s how long he signed with them on a bullshit try-out contract that’s way under his fair market value. And, yeah, he could’ve held out and haggled to get a better deal or waited to see if he’d get better offers - any offers - from other teams. But Shane hates uncertainty and signing with the Cens guarantees he’ll play hockey - with Ilya too.

    It just means he has a year to prove - to the Cens, to other teams, to the whole fucking world of hockey - that he’s still the best player in the league and a generational talent and worth a fat contract with term. Even if he’s half-Japanese and gay and married to Ilya.

    The first and most important step is Tanner Dillon.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    Ilya doesn’t think he’s crazy to believe a woman he slept with wrote a hit song about how he’s an asshole.

    It is catchy, he can admit that.

    Ilya and Shane, pre-tuna melt. I know trouble when I see it.

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    04 Sep 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 78

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    Omegean presentation typically occurs between the ages of twelve and sixteen after the onset of primary puberty, the website had explained. Children living in crisis may experience either precocious or delayed presentation. Both are survival mechanisms. Without proper testing, patients experiencing delayed presentation may pass as betas even in clinical settings. Cases of delayed presentation typically resolve when the omega is placed in a safe, stable environment.

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    “I’m sorry.”

    Ilya laughs. It’s hoarse and wheezing and comes out all wrong. “What are you sorry for?” He lifts his head to look at Shane. “You’re God? You did this to me?” He gestures at—his face, wet and blotchy. His body. The uterus inside that body.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    Sheriff Stilinski wanted it stated for the record that he wasn't an idiot. He knew Stiles was up to his ears in something. There were too many nights sneaking out or in, too many coincidences, too many fumbled silences for him not to realize something was up, and it was escalating.

    It wasn't any of the usual things, but when whatever it was landed his son in the hospital with a bullet in his leg, it was the last straw.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    What started as a simple "fork in the road" AU became a series and ate my life.

    JSYK, this is a Sterek series, but they are an asexual-but-romantic pairing in an open relationship. Derek is asexual; Stiles has a FWB arrangement with Erica (with Derek's okay) but Derek and Stiles are in a committed, romantic relationship.

    Here’s the official order! It gets a bit complicated because “Onwards and Upwards” is a series of shorts that take place throughout the series so chapters of it are wedged between different fics.

    - Coming Undone
    - Onwards and Upwards - chapters 1-3
    - A Place We Call Home
    - O&U - 4-6
    - The One You Feed
    - The Boy in Red
    - O&U - 7-9
    - Making Connections
    - With Friends Like These
    - O&U - 10
    - The Line in the Sand
    - O&U - 11-12
    - Thicker Than Water
    - O&U - 13-14
    - Where the Heart Is
    - O&U - 15-17
    - The Shade and his Daughter
    - Forgotten but not Gone
    - O&U 18
    - The Devil's Luck
    - O&U 19-22
    - For Better or for Hearse
    - All That Remains
    - Ten Little Hunters
    - O&U 23

    Wow that is so complicated I am so sorry.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    “Ah,” Rozanov said, grinning, going for the joke.

    Shane looked up curiously.

    “So being boring is genetic?”

    He expected laughter. Or the way Shane would roll his eyes even as he melted, the way that made all the teasing feel welcome.

    Instead, Shane’s smile disappeared completely. Like a light switched off.

    “Yeah,” Shane said, clearing his throat and forcing the word out before it could crack. “I guess so.”

    He took a step back, anxious for space that felt suddenly necessary, like he might suffocate if he drifted any closer. Every instinct in him screamed to leave. To put distance between himself and this feeling and the source of it before it swallowed him whole.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    "Sometimes I really don't understand you two," Scott says. And Ilya thinks, well, of course not. No one ever does. 

    During Ilya and Shane's second season together in Ottawa, Shane stays home with a separated shoulder and Ilya goes on a road trip. There's a misunderstanding about Medusa, the stripper that Ilya put through nursing school, a lifetime contract with gay and a rookie with a secret. All that, plus Scott Hunter wants relationship advice.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    Shane swallows. His mouth is dry from the wine. “Yeah.”

    Hunter’s eyes are molten in the low light. “Shane. Do you wanna come upstairs?”

    Shane is momentarily distracted by the way Hunter’s accent curls around his first name, but then the question registers and the realisation hits him like a lightning bolt. The words might be different, but the play is the same. I might open. I might knock.

    It’s a scene straight from his teenage daydreams, and it’s terrifying and electrifying all at once.

    “Yes,” he blurts.

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    After the unmitigated disaster that is their conversation in Sochi, Shane decides that he's done with Ilya Rozanov once and for all. Scott Hunter, eager to make amends for their fight on the ice, proves a convenient distraction.

    Reconciliation leads to realisations lead to a hotel room, and Shane ends up sleeping with Hunter on the same day Rozanov tells him we aren't anything.

    What he doesn't know is that Ilya's hotel room is right next to Hunter's. And Ilya is completely, totally, absolutely normal about this.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    Ilya smiled down at Shane and his eyes gleamed with mischief. 

    "You know, Troy is just a few doors down. We could call him over, make it a little party." 

    Shane's eyes snapped open only to narrow again as he glared up at Ilya.

    “Would you like that?”

    “No, I wouldn’t,” Shane snarled. 

    But his face was screwed up in frustrated pleasure. Ilya hummed thoughtfully and pretended to consider. 

    “Perhaps we could make it a competition then.” 

    Shane made an irritated noise and turned his face away. Ilya leaned closer and let his teeth drag down the length of Shane's clenched jaw.

    "You want Troy to see how well you take it, or do you want to see if he's better at riding my cock than you are?" 

    He had been teasing him, pushing at the jealousy that usually made Shane squirm and glare and tell him to shut the fuck up while his traitorous cock twitched and throbbed at how much he secretly liked it. 

    So when Shane did squirm away from him, Ilya followed automatically, pressing their chests flush together. He thought Shane was playing.

    “Get the fuck off me,” Shane spat.
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    Shane safewords out of Ilya's teasing about Troy.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    "You don't think he..." Shane says slowly. "That he did this on purpose?"

    "I don't know. What has he said to you?" Svetlana asks.

    Nothing, Shane wants to say, but that's not completely true. He and Ilya talk every day. It's normal, or at least feels normal. It feels like having a boyfriend, and Shane really loves having a boyfriend. He loves loving Ilya and being loved by him, but Ilya hasn't said anything to him. Nothing important. Nothing that would indicate that he would drive his Porsche into the country, unbuckle his seatbelt, and crash into a guardrail on purpose.

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    Ilya is found critically injured after a car accident on a quiet back road in Ottawa. Shane doesn't have much to do but wait for news from Svetlana in Ilya's empty house, listless and useless and spinning wild scenarios in his exhaustion. He starts drinking the beers in Ilya's fridge to pass the time, but time has other ideas, namely, ideas on how he can help Ilya without ever stepping foot in the hospital.

    Canon Divergent from The Long Game, post-Halloween.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    “What do you mean it’s the first day?” Shane asks. “Did you hit your head or something?”

    Ilya rolls his eyes. “One concussion and you’re Dr. Concussion, now.”

    The smile comes home. Ilya’s whole heart. “I don’t get the joke.”

    “Because you got a concussion,” Ilya reminds him. “Oh. No, the other part was not a joke. It is the first day, again.”

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    or: Is it hell if it’s heaven forever?

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    26 Aug 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 53

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    In which there is a storm rolling in, gaudy souvenir magnets, and life after injury. Hopefully.

    [Podfic available]

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    24 Aug 2026

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    The thought hits Shane out of nowhere. It was better before.

    He shoves it aside. No, it isn’t true.

    The thought sticks around though, as stubborn as gum stuck on the bottom of Shane’s shoe.

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    Or, Shane Hollander falls out of love over the course of The Long Game.

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    23 Aug 2026

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