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    «A safe space, somewhere he could breathe. I know things didn’t end well between the two of you - but did they actually end at all? I’m not supposed to tell you this - I know I’m not - but he asked me to, so… I’m just trying so hard to be a good friend: when they asked him what he’d miss the most, he said ginger ale. Hollander - Shane, I have never seen my man Roz drink a ginger ale.»

    The room spins around him at full speed and Shane needs to hold on to the kitchen counter not to fall flat on his face.

    “That better just be ginger ale, rook.”
    “There’s ginger ale in the fridge.”
    “Ginger ale cold enough?”

    Fuck, Rozanov.

    or: Shane comes out to Ilya in Tampa, but terrified of what loving him would mean, Ilya walks away.
    After Grigori Rozanov’s death, the loneliness Ilya has carried his whole life becomes too heavy to survive alone. Months later, he attempts suicide.
    While hiding away at his cottage in Québec, Shane receives a phone call from Hayden Pike.
    This story begins eight minutes later.

     

    TW: mental health issues - depression - suicide attempt

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    03 Sep 2026

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    The boys plan for two WEEKS at the cottage and we only get to see like forty minutes of it on screen, which I feel like is absolutely criminal. This is my collection of what else I think they get up to while they're there.

    This will be written as vignettes that can be taken in most any order. If a scene is set somewhere specific in the timeline, I'll include as much in the chapter summary! I may also rearrange chapters as I go to make the chronology a little less choppy!

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    Chapter 1: Extended version of the "This is real, though, right?" scene.
    Chapter 2: After meeting Shane's parents, the weight of the day catches up with Ilya.
    Chapter 3: Rose calls. Ilya is jealous.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    26 Aug 2026

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    Ilya is an asshole to Shane in Sochi. He's an asshole again in Vegas.

    Shane decides he doesn't hate himself enough to put up with this shit.

    It takes everything he has, but he ends it with Ilya.

    Ilya isn't having it.

    OR: What does Ilya Rozanov look like on his (figurative) knees?

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    18 Aug 2026

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    Shane is the steady ground he stands upon, the hand that guides him, the very air that he breathes. They’re so entwined now, that Ilya is certain he would cease to exist if ever they were separated.

    It’s maybe becoming a problem.

    Or, 5 times Ilya and Shane try (and fail) not to be codependent, and 1 time they just give into it.

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    14 Aug 2026