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Akaashi had probably just turned nineteen when he learnt about the concept of homunculi. The little people in oneself that represents the proportional motor and sensory distribution along the cerebral cortex.
Bizarre as they were, they are fitting caricatures; sensation and action at their purest sense were uninhibited. They mapped the topography of his self-perception in his brain, lurking in hills of its gyri and the valleys of the sulci.
They existed as this authoritative voice that grew louder and louder in Akaashi’s mind with each passing year since beginning medical school.
His homunculi were beings likely as ugly as the words they spoke to him, and as he felt in this moment.
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Bokuto's university volleyball team won one of the biggest matches of the year. Akaashi, watching from the crowd, finds herself feeling conflicted.
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Double Minded Men by kamsspice (Shaxza)
Fandoms: The Mandalorian (TV), Star Wars - All Media Types
09 Aug 2023
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Abiding in the midst of ignorance, thinking themselves wise and learned, fools go aimlessly hither and thither, like blind led by the blind.
In 1875, ten years after the war that tore America, the Mandalorian has been tasked with a mission that sees him travel across Texas to discover unsettling truths about the state, others, and himself.
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Dearly Beloved by Shaxza
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
29 Dec 2021
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“Can you feel my soul?” Satoru asks in awestruck wonder. The hushed amazement in his voice has Suguru flushed red from head to toe. “Please?”
Did Satoru have the time to become polite when he was dead? Suguru wishes he could bite back with a taunting response but all that comes out of his mouth is a shaky breath.
“O-Okay.”
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Suguru and Satoru look into each other’s soul
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“It’ll be my farm soon enough,” Shinsuke says, dropping his hands to his sides with a shrug. “My grandmother’s getting old, and my mother’s brother wants to move into the city within the next five years.”
Under the blanket, Aran drags his knuckles over the thin bones of Shinsuke’s wrist. The touch leaves as quickly as it comes. “Well, if it’s your farm, can I get an open invitation to visit?”
Shinsuke thinks about flowers, among other things.
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26 Oct 2026
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“Thank you, Coach.” Akaashi pitches his voice just a little higher than usual, letting the Coach roll out on a breathy exhale. He looks up at Bokuto through wide eyes, pushing away any embarrassment as he bites his bottom lip. “I was trying to impress you.”
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An intense rec volleyball game brings back memories of Bokuto as an exacting coach. Akaashi decides it's time for a little role play...
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- Part 2 of Coach Bokuto
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Akaashi has turned down every date he's ever been asked on. Bokuto hatches a game plan to be the exception.
...He just has to figure out what to say.
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Reki has had a lot of idiotic ideas tonight. Maybe it's the alcohol humming through his veins, or the flash of Langa's eyes beneath pale lashes, but suddenly he wants to say it.
And sure, Langa's a guy. But he's also the prettiest guy Reki has ever met, and somehow that makes the idea seem almost reasonable.
The words leave him before he can decide whether they belong in his mouth.
"Wanna practice with me?"
Or: Langa Hasegawa is the new transfer student. He's admired, talked about, and—if campus gossip is to be believed—sleeping with half the student body.
Reki has heard every rumor. He's also spent the last three years failing to turn one-night stands into anything more, so resenting someone like Langa comes easily.
Then they meet at a party, and everything Reki thought he knew about Langa turns out to be wrong. Before he can think better of it, he's offering to teach Langa how to kiss and touch.
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“We can continue another day,” Bokuto says. “Do you wanna cuddle instead? We can cuddle all night, Akaashi! Since you finished all your homework.”
Akaashi’s hands grip the collar of Bokuto’s shirt. He’s pulling again, undoubtedly stretching the hem, tugging Bokuto back in for another kiss. “Bokuto-san,” he whispers against his lips, like he’s afraid something would break if he spoke any louder. “You didn’t finish your homework, though.”
“Akaashi!”
Bokuto kisses Akaashi for the first time, then the second, and again and again. He can’t get enough of it.
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29 Aug 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
reminded me of this quote from andor (2022)
- “i’ll be worried about you all the time”
- “that’s just love, there’s nothing you can do about that”