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    Caine was deleted, for a while.
    They brought him back from the dead at the sake of the crumbling circus.

    They're shouldn't be surprised if he came back a little wrong.

     

    -TLDR Caine has an odd trauma response to being killed, everyone surprised?

    This is heavily inspired by CalamityKiri's Encore AU! With some of my own spins, of course.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    Kinger mumbles an affirmative under his breath. The sound of scratching on paper grabs Caine's attention, only just noticing the notepad in the other's hand. He watches the pencil dance across the paper, slightly entranced by the movement, until it stops and Kinger's attention is back on him. "Alright. What's the last thing you remember?"

    Nothingness. The absence of himself. A moment that never existed, yet he knows the time passed, so something has to be there. Even if it isn't. Even if he wasn't. He thinks this, and comes up with a response that makes sense with the context he has in his mind. He doesn't compute how it will come across when all he has to say is:

    "Nothing."

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    Caine is dead. Then, he isn't. Not because the humans wanted to see him again, not because they felt bad, but because the circus couldn't survive without him. To top it all off, he was only brought back to begin with thanks to one teeny, tiny little condition:

    He can no longer use his powers.

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    17 Aug 2026

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    Caine is brought back after being deleted, where he is now restricted and powerless, left to the mercy of his furious humans. He seeks relief in the only way he knows how. Getting there might be a bit tricky, but he's a creative AI and can solve any problem, and no one needs to know of his silly little desires. Right?

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    how to re-traumatize a traumatized AI that has a fear of isolation and confinement, by isolating and confining him.

    written pre-episode 9

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    16 Aug 2026

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    "He tortures me, he tortures me with his love. In the past, it was only the infernal dreams of him that tortured me. However, now our paths have crossed, and all I can do is take his soul into mine and devour it senselessly. Through him, I have become whole."

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    To know everything is to be condemned to witness life without living it. D3rlord3 accepts this, until everything he's ever known is flipped on its head. When Avery steps into his life, the boundary between fate and delirium fractures and D3r is forced to confront the one uncertainty his infinite knowledge could never grant him: love.

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    Avery started his break in the open world, thinking it would just be something fun to do. Turns out reality wanted to put Avery's belief of "I'd be the first person to die in a horror movie" to the test. Luckily for him, he had never passed a test with a 100% before. He should have died, but instead he met some living armor living alone in a hole that defied space, and decided that the armor deserves a proper house to live in.

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    Avery keeps going to the crossroads, trying to keep D3rlord company. D3rlord is against this in every regard.

    (Made before part 2 came out)

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    01 Dec 2025