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  1. Public Bookmark 50

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    This always happens to Ivan. He felt suffocated around Till because of love and jealousy. He felt love towards Till; that was obvious enough. But, jealousy, even if Mizi wasn't here, always made the black-haired man feel as if Till's thoughts constantly wandered off to think about her.

    "If you're going to choke yourself, don't do it in front of me," Till's voice cut through the silence, his sharp eyes tracking the movement of Ivan's fingers against the black fabric of the taller man's sweater.

    Ivan snapped out of his thoughts, delayed on responding to Till for a few seconds before his expression softened, and then he replied to the shorter man's words in a teasing tone as always, "Always so concerned about me, Till. I'm quite flattered."

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    Or a story where Ivan is completely oblivious to Till's actions.

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    11 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    Reki should be happy. He had a really lucky life and others had it way worse than him. He didn't deserve to feel sad.

    So why was he still feeling like he was slowly dying from the inside?

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    Basically me putting Reki through a lot of shit so that I can cope with my own emotions.

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    06 Aug 2026

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    The a n g s t bro the g o d a m n a n g s t

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    "Reki lets the words wash over him, sliding off because what does it matter what other people think? He's won! For once in his pathetic excuse of a life he fucking won! Reki wraps his arms around Langa and holds him close, heart throbbing and beating erratically. The burning sensation of joy almost hurts him, but it doesn't matter, nothing matters because his friends are looking at him and actually seeing him for the first time. He won against Adam so Langa doesn't have to get hurt! He won against Adam so that Adam won't ever hurt anyone else! He won against Adam so he's just as good as his friends now! He won against Adam so they care about him! Because now, they must care about him, right?!"

    Reki may or may not have accidentally made a deal with the devil, but that's okay, right?

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    06 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 3

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    five times Reki had proven himself at S and one time he figured out what he was truly good at.

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    03 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 21

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    The universe is supposed to give you a piece of someone else right on your skin, an unbreakable promise that ensures you never have to walk through the world entirely alone. Hinata Shouyo spent his childhood dreaming of what his mark would look like, only to throw all those fairytales into a dusty corner the moment he saw volleyball being played on a television screen. He didn't need a magical bond; he needed a court, a net, and a setter who would choose to trust him.

    Kageyama Tobio doesn't care about the romantic nonsense of soulmates either. He only cares about the absolute precision of a perfect toss and the ruthless pursuit of victory.

    But the universe has a funny way of making sure the right people find each other, even if they have to tear down every wall between them to do it.

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    01 Aug 2026