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"Do you really wanna know?" Naim practically whispered against his lips before he pushed Ryan backwards a bit to separate them.
Ryan nodded eagerly, like a puppy, wanting to know every single thing that ran through Naim's head.
"I like staring at you when you can't see me or don't notice," Naim confessed quietly, the tip of his nose brushing Ryan's. "Like, how...you like public stuff. You know, like the handy on the bus. Gives me a thrill or somethin'...Sometimes I think about watching you...doing things you don't want others to see."
"Yeah?" Ryan swallowed, suddenly feeling like he was salivating. "Doin' what exactly?"
Naim's grin widened a little more. "I don't know..." he teased. "Like, touching yourself or something."
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Ryan notices Naim's staring problem and he's a little too into it
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- Part 4 of Squee's Leviticus Fics
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I Know You by Your Knock on the Door by SqueeNeedsToSleep
Fandoms: Leviticus (Movie 2026)
13 Aug 2026
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"Ryan..." he whispered, swallowing down his nerves. "I'm sorry I told them...about you and Hunter." He watched Ryan's shoulders fall further as he sighed, but Naim pushed on. "I think I was scared about how I felt...About you."
Ryan was silent for a long moment, but then he slowly turned his head to look over at Naim. His blue eyes flicked up and down Naim's laid-out form slowly before he squeezed himself onto the thin mattress next to Naim, nestling his head on the pillow beside him. Their foreheads bumped against each other, limbs pressed together in the limited space, and Ryan's breath puffed over his lips.
"I was never scared of this, Naim," Ryan whispered into the dark of his bedroom, almost like a prayer.
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The real Ryan shows up at the screen door and Naim apologizes to him. They fuck about it and confess some things.
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- Part 3 of Squee's Leviticus Fics
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There was a new boy at their school and in their classes. He was quiet, didn't talk much, and Ryan wasn't sure if he had even spoken a single word to anyone here yet. He sat a few chairs in front of Hunter in their English class, and Ryan spent half of the period staring at the back of his head, watching him fiddle with the gold chain and ring around his throat or scribble something in his notebook.
The following Sunday, he appeared at the church with whom Ryan assumed was his mother. While she mingled and met the congregation, he stood off to the side in a corner or followed closely behind her with his head tilted downward. He didn't sing along to any of the songs, didn't follow along in prayer, and every once in a while, Ryan caught him side-eyeing him from the other side of the church, gaze roving over him in something akin to curiosity.
The next time he looked over at him, Ryan gave him a small smile, and the boy turned away quickly, not looking at Ryan again for the rest of the service.
And Ryan couldn't help but smile wider to himself, pleased.
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My take on Ryan, his relationships, and his suffering throughout the entirety of Leviticus
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- Part 2 of Squee's Leviticus Fics
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Naim turned and stared at the figure standing near the door of his bedroom.
Ryan's face stared back at him, a small smile appearing on his lips.
Except it wasn't Ryan.
Ryan had been found in a field on the outskirts of that small, shitty hellhole in Australia with his body beaten and bruised and one of his eyes gouged out. His head had been bashed in with a rock and his windpipe half crushed.
Ryan was dead. He had been dead for three years now.
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Ryan never made it to the bus stop and Naim left for France alone. The entity keeps him company.
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- Part 1 of Squee's Leviticus Fics
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"I'll beg for forgiveness," he pleaded to Ruben, "if that's what you want."
Niall knew that Ruben didn't want to see him beg. Ruben wanted to see him hurt. And that nasty, evil, twisted part of Niall that he had been trying to push down for over the past decade and a half wanted Ruben to hurt him.
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Niall hasn't stopped thinking about Ruben.
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- Part 2 of Squee's Half Man Fics
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