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  1. Public Bookmark 70

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    The Long Game focuses heavily on Ilya’s mental health, but Shane’s own struggles are able to fly under the radar. Perhaps this is because Shane himself does not realize the full extent of his suffering, or is quick to dismiss it because his experiences are different from Ilya’s. What happens when this mindset catches up to Shane and he realizes that he can’t get away with hiding his problems from himself and his loved ones?

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    24 Oct 2026

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    Shane’s heart drops into his stomach. “Ilya,” he breathes. His vision goes blurry, throat tight. He tries to swallow it down and focus, shove his swirling thoughts into a neat little box, but it’s impossible. He feels—he might throw up, actually. “Are you seriously telling me you tried to fucking kill yourself?”

    “Yes,” Ilya agrees blandly, “It did not work.”

    Ilya calls Shane from the hospital. Shane handles it very normally.

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    24 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    Another heat bubbles inside. It starts at his esophagus, scratching and clawing at the thick walls as it slithers further and further down Shane’s body. It infects every vein in Shane’s quickly loosening body. He feels like a hazy memory, like Ilya dreamt of him and manifested him in his lap. He grips onto Ilya to remind himself that he is an actual living thing.

    Shane pulls back, “Ilya,” The four letters feel tacky as they rip off of his tongue like an old sticker. Shane trails his fingers along the smooth skin of Ilya’s shoulder. If he presses any harder, his fingers will dip into the muscle, pulling at the tissue.

    He whines before dropping his forehead against Ilya’s, “I really fucking feel it now.” He whispers as he slightly moves his hips up, letting his cotton-covered dick rub against the thin-material of Ilya’s gym shorts. Precome soaks his sweatpants.

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    19 Oct 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 82

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    Ilya had told him how to roll a joint once when he was particularly high and fumbling around trying to roll one, the muscles in his fingers made clumsy by the substance. Shane had secretly practiced until they looked similar to Ilya's, the weed packed tight and even with a perfect twist on the end. He rolled the joint, his practiced fingers working quickly, then licked the paper and twisted the end, putting the finished product into his pocket with the lighter.

    Shane finally made his way to Ilya, placing a tender kiss to his temple as he sat down on the couch next to him. "Hey, I brought you this." He produced the joint from his pocket, holding it out to Ilya in his palm.

    Ilya grabbed it and examined it closely, turning it over a few times before locking eyes with Shane, his lids only half open. "You did this, yes?"

    "Yes baby, want you to relax tonight," Shane said with a smile.

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    Ilya gets high and Shane wants to use him

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    18 Oct 2026

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    “You liked what I did in the video, yes?”
    His eyelids heavy with lust and anticipation, Shane says definitively, “Yes.”
    “Okay,” Ilya says, pulling his lower lip down with his damp thumb and allowing it to flop back against his teeth. “Then get on your knees.”

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    Shane only knows of Ilya Rozanov because his sex tape leaked on campus. It only made him more intriguing.

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    15 Oct 2026