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  1. Public Bookmark 91

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    When their plan changed after the emergency landing of Ilya's plane, Shane and Ilya turned to Harris to help them create a series of videos to tell the world just enough about their relationship so that the public would be satisfied enough not to be digging through their lives for that information. This is the full list of videos they post after coming out by announcing their wedding.

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    18 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 71

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    Luca Haas is just one of many MHL prospects trying to make his way into the show. He can feel the eyes of his captain and childhood idol - the Ilya Rozanoz - on his back the entire way forward and tries not to listen to the voice asking if he measures up. He just wants to play hockey.

    There's just this one voice, outside of his head this time, that's making it difficult. Another prospect, a potential future teammate, one that's rambunctious, loud and painfully pretty when he smiles. Aiden Young. He’s the sort of person that pulls Luca's brain away from the ice and its expectations and drags him into having fun.

    He's a distraction and by God does Luca want.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    This is a companion piece to “You Fill Up My Senses”, told from the perspective of the Russian Lover-Boy himself, Ilya Rozanov. You don’t have to read that first, but it would provide some context :)

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    They made eye contact, and for the first time that night, Ilya finally saw a Shane he recognized looking back. He was being assessed. Brown eyes flooded with emotion finally, a tragic mixture of anger, uncertainty, fear, with just a hint of longing tucked in there. Ultimately, resolve won over any other emotion. Shane took a deep breath as they skated to the face-off circle. He spoke quietly, his words meant for only one person.

    “Well. I came out to the team as gay a few weeks ago. Apparently they decided they’d rather spend their time calling me a ‘geisha whore’ and standing around than doing their fucking jobs.”

    His voice was low, but steely. Jagged with hurt and betrayal. Ilya’s stomach dropped. His chest tightened, his vision blurred. How could they…? He could feel himself breathing hard and fast, anger coursing through his lungs. He thought of All-Stars. The crinkled eyes. The gardenia. Someone would pay for this. Many people would pay for this, if he had something to say about it.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    When Luca crashes into Blayne Stickner on the ice during his first ever family skate, he swears he's too embarrassed to ever talk to the man again. But when he finds out Blayne is one of the team's physical therapists and his usual gal gets sick for a couple weeks, he's going to have to learn how to handle having Blayne's hands on him in a very... professional matter. Cause that's all this is. There is no way he's falling here.

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    16 Jun 2026

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