akabas



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Following an afternoon of sex and tuna melts, Shane goes searching for the explicit rules of what being 'friends with benefits' entails. In his humble opinion, they're nailing it.

    Once friendship is on the table, Shane reconsiders the usefulness and immutability of the public rivalry narrative. Surely the NHL can make just as much money from a bromance as it can from a rivalry?

    A missed call from J.J., a dinner at All-Stars, and an ill-considered mad dash to the airport send Shane's season in a very different direction to the disciplined three-peat he'd been planning back in October.


    "This rivalry thing: it was everyone else who said we hated each other off the ice. There’s no rule that says we have to keep doing that forever.” Shane stared outside, past the blinding billboards and down at the streets below. “It was nice. Hanging out, last time.”

    He knew what it looked like when Rozanov shut down, when he closed himself off and pushed the world away. He’d finish the conversation abruptly, curt, clipped, and retreat. So Shane knew he’d won when Rozanov finally answered with: “Are we six years old, Hollander? Asking if I want to play in sandbox with you?"

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    73,203
    Chapters:
    13/13
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    1,780
    Kudos:
    2,876
    Bookmarks:
    1,068
    Hits:
    63,378

    11 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    There’s a single tear slowly rolling down the smooth face. That alone is fucking impossible, but it’s not all.

    The tear doesn’t leave a wet trail on the white cheek but instead reveals something living.

    Human skin, soft and warm, almost golden, kissed by the ancient Mediterranean sun.

    Shane’s hands rise to cover his mouth as his mind tries to understand what he is seeing, trying to find the correct words. But in the end he just says the words that come first.

    “Holy shit,” he croaks. “You are really there. You are really there.”

    Yes, the voice says. Nothing else, but that’s enough.

    OR: Ilya goes against his father's wishes, and his revenge is unimaginable. But Ilya knows the one who he's meant to be with is somewhere out in the world, looking for him.

    He just has to believe and wait, even if it takes thousands of years

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    67,014
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    228
    Kudos:
    435
    Bookmarks:
    161
    Hits:
    10,298

    05 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    33,581
    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    246

    23 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Oh, I love it. I love ugly, brutal things. But you make it beautiful, too, Shane Hollander, with the way you play, and that is what I have come to watch. You are so light on your edges, so crisp and graceful. You are dancing on knives, and everyone else is trying not to fall.” He pushed himself away from the pillar, and Shane held very still, frozen, as Rozanov reached out to cup his chin, gripping it so hard Shane’s lips parted. “Beautiful,” he said firmly.

     

    Or: Shane Hollander, Gold Medallist, encounters Ilya Rozanov, leshy.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    31,846
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    1,172
    Kudos:
    1,087
    Bookmarks:
    309
    Hits:
    18,698

    22 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”

    Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.

    Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."

    --

    Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    29,093
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    2,473
    Kudos:
    28,442
    Bookmarks:
    8,618
    Hits:
    387,819

    18 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Feral! Down bad!! Jock Shane!!!