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    Six years after a career ending injury resulting in paralysis, Ilya Rozanov hires Shane Hollander, a friend of a friend, to stay with him on weekends to appease his off and on again girlfriend, Svetlana Vetrova. Ilya does not like acknowledging his disability and is insistent he can take care of himself. He describes Shane's position as more of a 'servant's job' not a 'nurse's job,' but offers a hefty salary, flexible hours, and friendship.

    Shane, who is admittedly terrible at interacting with people, but great with Ilya's dog, Anya, recognizes exactly what Ilya needs immediately, but fails at balancing on the knife edge of empathizing and relating to his client, while not letting Ilya get away with whatever he wants... which is exactly what he wants to do.

    Despite continually redefining their relationship, Shane's desire to care for Ilya, all of him, while coming to terms with his own identity, and Ilya's desire for Shane to see him for the man he is, while not acknowledging how completely Shane accepts him, proves to be no easier than 'keeping things professional.'

    Takes place in 2026, when Shane and Ilya are 35.

    This is an explicit fic for adults only!

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    22 Jul 2026

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    "Special enough to come out of retirement for?"

    Ilya looks at the space between his legs that had once been occupied by dark eyes and a constellation of freckles and a smart mouth. He feels bereft.

    This sub, Shane Hollander, is special. Not quite a brat, though not sweet and obedient either. The thought of fighting for his submission, of smacking that smart mouth and then kissing praises against it, is tempting. 

    And he’d only had the sub at his feet for minutes. Ilya left the Mastigery for many reasons, but Shane Hollander is making him forget all of them. 

    “I will have a room ready for him in the morning.”

    Or; Professional Dom for Hire, Ilya Rozanov, struggles with his sadistic desires and meets his match in Shane Hollander; the failed Montreal trainee.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is twenty-three, a student at McGill University's prestigious Physical Therapy program, and a part-time employee at a local, run-of-the-mill coffee shop. After a supposed one-night stand throws him completely off-balance, he finds himself drifting unwittingly towards a man who just might be the literal death of him.

    Ilya Rozanov is twenty-nine, heir to the family "business" in America, and currently staving off attacks from both his scheming brother and an annoyingly persistent FBI agent that seems hellbent on throwing the book at him. He is also quickly becoming obsessed with a boy whose very existence may be jeopardized by his presence alone.

    Too bad Shane is itching to be released from the ties that bind him to his boring life, no matter the cost. Too bad Ilya is selfish enough to cut him loose.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    11 Jun 2026

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    "Da, baby tell me, come on tell it. Tell me now– fuck, you feel so—" Ilya groaned. He kept hitting Shane’s prostate perfectly, brutally rutting up against it, his hips hitting the same point. “See? Told you, you love it. You love Ilya Rozanov."

    The tradition is simple: one gift per year of his life. Hayden Pike has been Ilya Rozanov's friend long enough to know exactly what he likes. Shane Hollander has been Hayden Pike's friend long enough to know better than to trust him.

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    11 Jun 2026