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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    Chuuya lets out a few ragged breaths as he tries to quell his screaming mind for a solution of what to do next. His jacket is across the room still, but something tells him that’s a bad idea. He thinks about it for a moment and wonders why he’s so hesitant to go against his torment. As the seconds pass, he realizes just how stupid he sounds and tries to scramble towards his coat.

    He can’t.

    When he tries to lean forward, the cold is back. The more he struggles, the more frigid the force becomes. His arms bear the same predicament. They remain wrapped around his body, unable to move, and if he tries, the same cold sensation returns.

    He’s helpless, completely helpless.

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    In which, Chuuya's humanity can't protect him from certain otherworldly forces at play.

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    24 Sep 2026

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    A man is abducted by aliens to be used as an incubator for their eggs.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    "You’ll what?”

    “You heard what I said, shitty Dazai. He doesn’t want you. Not a single one of them does, but I do. So you’re going to fucking stay here, because you don’t get to leave me again.”

    “I’m not participating in this weird ass fantasy where we spend the rest of our lives together. I’m not him and you know it,” Dazai bites out, renewing his efforts to get out of his bindings.

    Nakahara’s hand shoots out to pin him against the couch and stop his movements. “I know. Of course, I know that. But he owed me, and now he's fucking dead so you’re the one that’s going to pay on that debt. So, I am going to fucking keep you and when the times comes, I’m going to be the one kill you. You don’t have anything waiting for you out there, and you know it.”

    Finally, Dazai stills. He tries to formulate a response, but he's not stupid, and there's no denying the truth. Slowly, he nods, and from above him, Nakahara grins.

    …

    toxic skk situationship breakup + ada distancing themselves + beast chuuya being pulled in from his world = dazai, desperate for some sort of affection, and finding it in the absolute worst way possible

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    26 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 74

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    “You know, Chuuya, I really don’t make a habit of ruining pretty things.” Dazai's voice was hot against the omega's ear, his teeth harsh against the column of his neck, and his scent— that disgusting mix of deep water, smoke and whiskey, was all too consuming, invading Chuuya’s senses like a physical hand, attempting to force him down to his knees and into submission. “But it’s like your body was made to be ruined.”

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    29 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 56

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    Dazai's first week as Port Mafia's youngest Executive in history isn't going so well, and he reacts the only way he knows how: whiskey and a death wish.

    When a stranger in a bar takes advantage of the situation, Chuuya is the one sent to deal with the mess. Juggling his troublesome new partner's downward spiral alongside developing unwanted feelings for the guy, all on top of a sinister new player in the underground gem trade? It might be more than Chuuya can handle without a breakdown of his own.

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    27 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 21

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    The dragon laughs, and Chuuya freezes.

    "I didn't realize Chuuya was such a scaredy-cat!"

    That voice— he hasn't heard it in two years, and it's different, now, with a rumble to it that it didn't have before, but—

    "Dazai?!"

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    09 Jul 2026

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    MY GIFT for the 2026 soukoku mixtape exchange !!!!!!!

  7. Public Bookmark 25

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    “Chuuya's rather worked up tonight, isn't he?”

    “Shut the fuck up,” he hissed. Heat shot through him at the same time his face curled up in some defensive facsimile of disgust. Still clinging to a rescue rope of denial.

    This wasn't something they did. They'd dance on the edge of it, play chicken and pull back, but verbalizing anything was anathema.

    Through a phone line, though? Verbalizing was the only option.

    Chuuya drunk-dials Dazai to complain about him after a long, shitty day.

    For once, Dazai answers.

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    08 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 63

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    It was a Friday afternoon, and the kid next door was home alone again. I could tell, because he hadn’t caught on that the walls were thin, and porn was playing out loud.

    The pedo next door hatches a plan to take a trans preteen's first time for his own.

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    14 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 26

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    After a brutal mission, Chuuya’s oral fixation surfaces in full force, and Dazai isn’t about to let him suffer alone. Fingers, cigarettes, and eventually far more become tools in a relentless, filthy game that blurs the line between punishment and pleasure—missions, interruptions, and hungry mouths included.

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    10 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 74

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    “The only thing nice about this is that I’ll bring you to prison.”

    “And how would you do it?” He’s genuinely curious, tilting his head so he can peer down at the other’s enraged face. “An Omega cannot be convicted of a crime.”

    [or: AU where omega serial killer dazai fucks and fucks with alpha genius detective chuuya]

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    05 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 9

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    Alright, that's enough. Stop it, both of you."

    Mori's voice was firm and authoritative as he told Dazai and Chuuya to stop fighting. "Is this how friends treat each other?" The red-haired boy frowned in annoyance. "Dazai isn't my friend; he's a weirdo who likes to bother me." Dazai just glared at him, sticking his tongue out and rubbing his sore scalp.

    "I guess I have no choice but to show you two how you should treat each other. Now, both of you, come with me to the supply closet," he said in an authoritative tone.

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    04 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 18

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    Dazai gets asked to deliver some papers to a reclusive executive living in the Port Mafia basement. It turns out the executive is very busy, and is about to get even busier.

    (Dazai and Chuuya are meant to be 18 here)

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    23 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 41

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    “Chuuya,” Dazai says, placatingly. “I didn’t—”

    “You didn’t what, Dazai?” Chuuya snaps. There’s too much tension in his frame. He’s holding back with enormous effort. “You didn’t sneak into my apartment to meddle with something when you heard I was sick?”

    Dazai had, in fact, broken in because he’d heard Chuuya was sick, and he wanted to change some (but not all) of his wine into vinegar, so Chuuya would never know which one he was getting until he uncorked it –

    “I thought you were sick,” Dazai says, stressing the word. Everyone had acted like it was the flu. Dazai thought it was the flu. Chuuya’d already had his rut months ago, he wasn’t due for another until –

    Unless –

    “Corruption,” Dazai breathes out, too many pieces slotting together too quickly.

    “Yeah,” Chuuya says. “Boss says there’s no way to tell if it’ll trigger every time or not.”

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Toji plans to keep Megumi bred for as long as he can.

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    07 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 11

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    He dragged the hand on Chuya's face back down to his neck, applying slight pressure to make him strain. "Always wanting something, aren't you?" "Maybe if you didn't steal so much..." Chuya braced for more pressure to his throat at his complaint, but there was none.
    Instead, Dazai just looked amused. "I'll tell you what," a calculating smile. "I'll give you two options. Either we walk out of here now and I finish this cigarette, with you agreeing to let me do whatever I want to you for the next week..."
    "Or you take whatever happens to you here like the good little brat I know you can be, and I give you the rest of the cigarette." There was that pressure on his neck. The smirk on Dazai's face confirmed that they both knew which decision Chuya would make.

     

    After a job, Dazai and Chuya start to head back to headquarters. Chuya lights a cigarette, which sparks Dazai's interest, leading to him stealing it. Now, he's trying to see just how much Chuya will go through to get it back.

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    03 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 99

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    “No wonder you were being a brat today, this is what you were hoping for the entire time. Yet, you still had the audacity to get mad when I cancelled dinner.”

    Chuuya gasped when Dazai suddenly pushed his shoe. Chuuya had to stretch his arms out to catch himself and prevent himself from breaking his nose on the bedframe. He kept his head down, now buried in the plush duvet, and brought his arms to bracket his head.

    “What were you planning to do? Sit through dinner stuffed?” Dazai murmured. Chuuya felt a tug at the plug and groaned as Dazai pulled it out. He felt empty only for a moment before it was pushed back in.
    ~~~
    (Or: PMBoss!Dazai treats his boyfriend to a fun night after midterms)

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    04 Mar 2026

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    “The good thing about training myself to be ambidextrous,” Dazai says casually as though there isn’t a writhing, groaning mess over his lap, “is that I can sign documents while taking care of you.” Curls his fingers just-so. “Don’t you agree, Chuuya?”

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    28 Feb 2026

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    "Someday," Dazai spoke softly, looking Chuuya straight in the eye, "I'm going to steal you from him."

    All dragons have a longing--a craving that cannot be controlled. Dazai's and Aharabaki's just so happen to intersect on the same redhead.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Dazai doesn’t usually text him during class. He respects that Chuuya needs to focus on his studies to keep his standing at the top of his year, so he usually keeps all communication for after he’s packing up and on his way home for the day. The few times he has texted him has usually been a warning that he can’t walk him home today, or that he’s busy with work and won’t be home until later that night.

    Today’s text is neither of those things. No, instead it is one, ominous little message:

    [ SIR ]: Run, little omega.

    (Or: Dazai in rut, chases Chuuya down and then knots him.)

    Vietnamese translation found here

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    19 Feb 2026

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    After years trapped in an abusive relationship with a Beta, Chuuya finally learns that trusting an Alpha - learning to love one - isn't the worst choice he could make.
    (And he doesn't regret it.)

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    17 Feb 2026

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