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  1. Rec *

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    Shane & Ilya are invited to guest star on Sesame St. to talk about their love with Elmo and sing a song during pride month. It has them both quite misty-eyed.

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    07 Sep 2026

  2. Rec 64

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    “But isn’t it scarier when Hollander comes at you?” Someone had said it quietly, Connors, maybe. “I mean, he’s just so much… meaner.”

    The group had gone silent under their teacher’s gaze, all of them processing the suggestion. 

    Pike had chimed in next, “so Hollzy is Roz’s attack dog?”

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    Ilya Rozanov: Bad influence. Batshit crazy for fun.
    Shane Hollander: Just as bad. Possibly even worse.

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    Shane and Ilya in high school fighting their classmates Comeau and Drapeau (bc fuck those guys fr) plus a couple of follow-on moments after the fight

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    Based on this post by the incredibly talented shaneybby on tumblr (everybody look at it right now please and thank you)
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    note: this is marked complete but i will keep adding to it every now and then!

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    04 Sep 2026

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    “Happy winner,” Rozanov says, kissing Shane’s hip. “How does it feel? Good, yes? Such a strong alpha.”

    Despite the teasing lilt, a soft, rolling r in strong, Shane can tell that Rozanov is being sincere. He has never gotten the impression that Rozanov uses it as an insult with him—unlike every time he whips it out mid-game to taunt an opponent, or to provoke someone in an interview. Shane blinks down at him, and is reminded of what this is. Of why, in every way, they are implausible.

    Rozanov adds, “What?”

    “You just never call me that,” Shane says.

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    01 Sep 2026

  4. Rec 65

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    Shane laid there for a bit, breathing deep and letting Ilya’s body regulate him as he worked up the words to his mouth that he first set out to say this morning. Picking his head up, he focused his eyes on Ilya’s lips.

    “I wish I could wear my collar.”

    The lips in front of him spread into a wry smile. “Ah. Why can’t you?”

    “I can’t wear something that kinky to a charity event, Ilya.”

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    Shane explores devotion, control, internalized ableism, and what path being a cis man in the hockey world has put him on at a charity event. After experiencing the relief of letting Ilya take care of him for an evening, Shane returns the favor.

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    30 Aug 2026

  5. Rec *

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    Shane would like to tell his very human boyfriend that he’s a vampire before they move in together. Ilya, who is also a vampire, has a similar problem.

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    28 Aug 2026