emtothesun

emo axolotl on pale purple background



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  1. Summary

    Following along with #phanaugust26, short and quick drabbles, a different AU each work.

    Thanks so much to Lorna and Molly for organizing this! Check out the details on twitter!

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  1. Public Bookmark 20

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    It’s just something he’s never really thought about all that much, because it just became one of the things they do over the years. He’ll offer Dan bites of his food most of the time, really, and it does always make something spark a little in his chest when Dan lets him feed him, but it’s– it’s a normal thing, normal couples do it all the time, and he and Dan are. Well. Not normal by any stretch, really, but that’s hardly the point.

    (Maybe Phil likes feeding Dan more than he should. Maybe he always has.)

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    06 Sep 2026

  2. Rec 43

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    Phil doesn’t let the smile slip across his features yet. He turns away from the camera, nodding down at the pile of dishes and half-emptied ingredients just out of sight of the lens. “It’s a mess in here,” he says.

    Dan purses his lips and nods. “As usual.” His voice is measured, too calm for the way his eyes are boring into Phil’s. He’s waiting, primed to act the moment Phil gives in to the cloying tension. But Phil knows Dan—he knows this play. He stays quiet, watching as the silence settles uncomfortably behind Dan’s eyes. “You wanna export?” he asks eventually, words slow, careful.

    Phil shrugs, then nods back toward the mess. “You gonna clean?”

    Dan blinks once, twice. “All by myself?” he asks, his tone verging on annoyed, but never making it past whiny.

    Phil pouts as much as he’s able, with the way the side of his mouth is quirking up. “Aw, poor bunny.”

    Or: The aftermath of filming the 2026 Easter Baking video.

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    25 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 47

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    "This was the best bit of the evening,
    when everyone has those late night chats.
    This is where I was like 'Guys, I like men',
    and then they all made out with me."
    - Phil Lester, 2025

    or the fic where Phil comes out as gay at a university party and makes out with all the men except the closeted jealous emo twink in the corner

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    12 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    Dan and Phil are alone together when Phil unexpectedly gets his heat. Dan, who’s never experienced heat, despite being an omega himself, is more than willing to help him through it.

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    31 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    "You bit me!" Dan shrieks.

    Phil shudders, and then eyes him. "You smell good."
    ...
    "Um," Dan stalls, trying to remember what he was doing. His mind blanks. "I don't feel well."

    "Oh, no, it's — sorry." Phil pauses to pant heavily as another shudder rolls through him. He grits his teeth. "It's cat-scratch fever."

    Dan's definitely got some sort of fever. He's so hot he feels like ripping off all his clothes. "Yeah," he gasps out, words strained as he's suddenly short of breath, "not sure that's what's happening, mate."

    - Dan helps neko Phil home from the Tube when he falls ill. Dan was just going to walk him to the door. Now he doesn't want to leave

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    31 Aug 2026