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Carlos is safe, Carlos is healing. But TK can't quiet the voices in his head, can't drop his guard.
Or, yet another coda to episode 4.
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A fluffy ficlet for my dear pal on her birthday based on a twitter exchanged we agreed was just too perfect for these two clownshoes.
Apologies in advance for any typos, my usual beta is the giftee herself ;)
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The Hansen approach to romance (involves more yelling than you'd think) by estei for Gothams_Only_Wolf
Fandoms: Pacific Rim (Movies)
01 Jan 2018
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There's a new face at the dog park and Chuck is not impressed.
Not by his pert arse, or his baby blue eyes.
There will be no swooning, damnit.
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Close your eyes to old endings by estei for SputnikCentury
Fandoms: Pacific Rim (Movies)
30 Dec 2017
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Stacker is brooding and Herc knows just what to do - bring food and gruff sass.
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Yancy just really needs a hug.
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- Part 2 of Singing songs for lost boys
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Shane accidentally destroys his phone during the 2014 MLH Awards in Las Vegas. When Rozanov refuses to kiss or speak with him after they hook up, Shane decides to stop trying to make their not-relationship work. He doesn’t bother telling Rozanov. After all, Rozanov won’t care—he’s made that very, very clear.
(Ilya cares. A lot.)
or, shane drops his phone down an elevator shaft. it changes everything.
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14 Sep 2026
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off-season by yellobaby
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Sep 2026
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The first bruise doesn’t mean anything. Neither does the second, really.
Shane is a hockey player. He’s tired because the season’s just ended, he’s aching because he’s spent the better half of it getting slammed into boards and putting up with Ilya’s suicide drills, and his fever is probably just a summer cold he’s picked up from one of teammates kids along the way.
At least, that’s what they tell themselves.
or: Ilya starts to think that there might actually be something wrong with his husband.
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14 Sep 2026
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silk-like hips (conscious lips) by ja9ntk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Mar 2026
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"Now, now," Ilya calls to the room, walking in from the shower, hair still dripping wet. Shane can see the dark spots from where the droplets landed on his shirt. The idiot hasn't even dried off completely, the wet of his body making his shirt stick. He wants to take a towel and smother him. "Do not stress Hollander out. Is bad for baby."
Luca makes a confused sound from where he's lacing up his sneakers. The angel that he is, he spares Shane the irritation of not joining whatever nonsense the rest of the guys are cooking up. "Huh? What baby?"
"Him," he goes to his cubby, starts messing around with his bag, his back to the room. "Hollander is baby."
"Rozanov." Shane is at the end of his rope. This entire team can burn to the ground for all he cares.
5 times Shane obliviously sits through Ilya’s affection + 1 time he realizes it
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- Part 1 of silk-like
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13 Sep 2026
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that morning coffee, brewed it for ya by hollowedhymns
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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“How do I work the coffee machine,” Ilya says tonelessly, more plea than question.
“You don’t work the coffee machine,” Svetlana tells him, words coming slowly. She looks confused, sounds bewildered, and Ilya does not have time for this.
“I need to make a coffee,” he hisses, gaze flicking back to the man at the counter, lost in his phone, “for the love of my life.”
Svetlana’s eyebrows jump up. “Excuse me?”
Or, Ilya just wants a break. Shane just wants a coffee. Somehow, they find each other.
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13 Sep 2026
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call my heart its home by maycollins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jan 2026
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Shane wanted to respect Ilya’s request for space. Shane wanted to get the fuck out of here. Shane couldn’t breathe.
Couldn’t move at all. He was frozen - from his lungs to his feet. Everything except his hands which were shaking. He should leave, but he wasn’t even sure how much longer his legs would be able to support him, and driving seemed like a bad idea in this state.
What if Shane stayed after the Boxing Day fight. Basically an exploration of the age old question - what if they just, like, talked about their feelings? (And also went to Bood's party after all).
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12 Sep 2026