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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    The thing about Sydney is that they've spent most of their waking hours together for the last year and a half; she's deeply embedded in his family, more so than lifelong family friends. He'd trust her with his life, and do anything to protect hers. Still, he feels like he knows nothing about her.

    He tries to make out what he can. Especially now she’s getting a little more open with him. Last week, she told him about her cousin and her daughter, which he really enjoyed. Her cousin's daughter, not Sydney's daughter. She's an enigma, but he doesn't think she has a secret child waiting at home.

    Although, now his mind wanders. He knows she has a somewhat large family like his, does she want one of her own? Judging by the way she tenses up in the presence of Sophie, maybe not. But he's seen her with Eva, so maybe yes?

    He doesn't even realise all this is really happening in his brain until his mouth opens subconsciously, asking Stevie to drop him off at the restaurant.

    “Are you sure, Carm? You don't have to do that anymore.”

    “Yeah, I just. Want to check in on some stuff.” Someone.
     

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    five times carmy stops by the bear, and the one time he stays.

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    20 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    Carmy and Sydney have been at odds for the past ten years. Now they're forced to tolerate each other for Natalie's wedding.

    Which is fine. They can be adults about this...right?

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    16 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    Six months after their fight behind the restaurant, Carmy's moving to Copenhagen. In the dwindling hours he has left in Chicago, can he and Syd manage to let themselves say goodbye, let alone talk?

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    19 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 67

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    : Carmen knew three things when it came to Sydney. 1. He respects and admires her. 2. He needs her. 3. He fucking wants her.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    It’s been two months since Chef Carmen Berzatto’s retirement. Sydney still flinches whenever someone speaks his name in the kitchen. Carmy still doesn’t feel as good with his girlfriend as he hoped he would.

    The Bear’s first birthday party is coming up.

    Fak tells Sydney how to haunt someone.

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    01 Jan 2026