fearingdark
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- The 100 (TV) (4)
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Growing up as neighbours, they'll always notice each other but they won't always like each other.
Bellamy and Clarke's off and on relationship through the years. -
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The thing with her neighbour is, he doesn’t seem to realise the walls aren’t lead. He blasts his music, cheers loudly at sports games, and every weekend, like clockwork … he has very loud, very aggressive sex in the room on the other side of her own bedroom wall. She wishes she could just say it’s annoying and rude, but it happens to get her super hot.
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A New Girl Inspired AU/Adaptation - Clarke moves in with Bellamy, Octavia, and Miller after she finds out Finn has made her the other woman. She's rebuilding her life with new roommates and new friends.
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Modern AU - Clarke needs a place to crash but her options are limited. Octavia persuades a reluctant Bellamy to let her stay in his den but then the pandemic hits. Suddenly, the situation isn't as temporary as it was supposed to be.
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good on my own accord by impetuous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 May 2026
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No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.
Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.
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- Part 1 of #42 Shane Hollander
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08 Sep 2026
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Sep 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Daddy and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
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- English
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- 472,010
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03 Sep 2026
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Solace by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Feb 2026
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Ottawa, 2010.
Canada wins the championship, and Shane slips away from the overwhelming celebration for some peace and quiet.
Russia loses, and Ilya runs from his father’s furious disappointment to have a panic attack in the stairwell.
Neither boy is really looking for company, but for a tentative few hours in the middle of the night, they find solace, acceptance and a first kiss, first time prelude to something heated and risky in each other’s arms.
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Ilya leaned in with lips pursed and Shane jerked away, “Whoa! What the hell are you doing?”
“You do not want kiss?” Ilya frowned. “You stare at my mouth all night, same as after draft. I thought you wanted kiss.”
“No.” Shane’s eyes were wide. “That’s insane.”
“Okay.” Ilya stood up, hiding how bad the rejection hurt. “I misunderstand. Sorry. Do not worry, I will not say anything about–”
“Wait.” Shane’s grabbed Rozanov’s arm at the last second, gathering all his courage, “Y-yes.”
“Yes.” Ilya repeated. “What is yes?”
“I mean yes.” Shane pulled him back in slowly, carefully, his heart racing. “Kiss me?”
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- Part 5 of Heated Rivalry
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24 Aug 2026
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Seven scandals in the life of Ilya Rozanov.
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- Part 9 of perfect from now on
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23 Aug 2026
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even now. by quietferality
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jul 2026
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After divorce and retirement, Ilya Rozanov finds himself back in Shane Hollander's orbit. It's been thirteen years since they've spoken.
Ilya finds ways to stay.
Shane finds ways to let him.
Or.
Pathetic Divorced Man Ilya Rozanov spends an increasing amount of time with his ex.
title from even now by william fitzsimmons
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- Part 1 of even still
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- 33/33
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20 Aug 2026