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    “They’re… chaos,” Remus said firmly. “And chaos is—”
    “Rock and roll.”
    He looked at Sirius sharply, and for once, matched his grin. “Yeah.”
    “Maybe that’s my excuse then,” Sirius said. “I cause a bit of chaos now, and maybe one day, it’ll turn into rock and roll.”

    After losing his mother at age eleven, Remus has spent the better part of the last four years bouncing from school to school or else running around London and pretending as though he wasn't the kind of well-bred boy his father brought him up to be. Now, with his chances all run out, Remus is sent to Hawkings Independent School as a last-ditch effort to clean up his act. There he meets the very people who will set up the rest of his life, and is forced to confront the pieces of himself he'd long thought had been lost.

    (genuinely not apologising for the slow-burn in this fic anymore. You've been warned <3)

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    LONG fic charting the marauders' time at Hogwarts (and beyond) from Remus' PoV - diversion from canon in that Remus's father died and he was raised in a children's home, and is a bit rough around the edges. Otherwise canon-compliant.
    1971 - 1995

    This IS a wolfstar fic, but incredibly slow burn. Literally years. Long build up but worth it I promise!

    PLEASE DO NOT COPY TO WATTPAD. SERIOUSLY, WHY??

    Spotify playlist:
    https://open.spotify.com/user/htl2006/playlist/3z2NbLq2IVGG0NICBqsN2D?si=Liyl_JKJSx2RUqks3p50kg

    (Compiled by amazing reader, JustAnotherPerson)

     DISCLAIMER: I do not support JK Rowling's disgusting transphobic views.

    NOTE: I AM NO LONGER READING OR REPLYING TO COMMENTS ON THIS FIC

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov had been household names for years, yet the media still treated them like gladiators thrown into an arena for public entertainment. Hollywood had never manufactured a rivalry this blatant before—and of course they were the guinea pigs. The blueprint. The cautionary tale in the making.
    The money was obscene. The roles were constant.
    And the studios? They were practically frothing at the mouth.
    If Shane landed a blockbuster, Ilya was mysteriously cast in a competing one within days. Rival studios loved the drama, the headlines, the built‑in war.

    And if Ilya was favored to win at the box office against Shane, well then, who was Ilya to complain about it?

    Boring Canadian: Got to go
    BC: Text you later?
    Ilya: Okay
    Ilya: Don’t get hard thinking of me blowing you
    BC: Fuck you!
    Ilya: You’re hard, aren’t you?
    BC: …
    Ilya: My good little slut
    BC: TURNING OFF MY PHONE NOW!!!!!!!!

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    Or Shane and Ilya have a complicated work-life relationship, and it becomes so much more than either of them could have ever imagined.

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    Sequel to Between the Calls. Please start there.

    The answer, it turns out, is only the beginning. Some answers arrive all at once. Others take shape slowly.

    Another hockey season. New routines, old familiar fears, and a stubborn chiweenie. The ordinary, complicated business of building a life with someone.

     

    This series is a remix of Wolfbird by OpalApparition, written with permission, but will read independently.

    *Thank you to OpalApparition for the permission to write this*

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    When Ilya Rozanov joined the Ottowa Centaurs, everyone had expected him to behave the way he did in interviews, cocky and kind of self- absorbed.
    But when they met him, he was totally different.
    Contrary to everyone's belief, Rozanov also didn't go to party's anymore. Every time the team asked him to join them, he would just decline and never gave them a reason.

    Then, the team had a barbecue evening.

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    Zane Boodram's pov

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