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    Remus Lupin has a congenital heart defect, and is awaiting an available heart for transplant. Sirius Black is an immature twenty-something, living with a couple other immature twenty-somethings. Both are obsessed with the same obscure book, which becomes their coping mechanism for navigating their instant and torrid love affair. Life, they discover, is precarious at best, but from each other, they learn how to make it something that's worth living.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    If you want your heart to get ripped out

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    Father Remus Lupin usually thinks of himself as a good person; he runs a youth group, takes shifts in the confessional every Sunday, and sticks to all of his vows (yes, even the one of celibacy). But he begins to think he's being punished when Sirius Black starts showing up in his confessional booth every week, describing in painstaking detail all the very, very sinful thoughts he's been having.

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    22 Aug 2026

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    Falling in love with the literal boy next door is sweet. Unless you're also a boy, and you're on the high school basketball team, and it's the early 2000s. Remus Lupin breaks hearts and fucks up and tries to do better.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    “I feel like I’ve told you this before,” Satoru sighs eventually, still refusing to meet Suguru’s eyes. “I don’t— trust other people to touch me.”

    Suguru lifts an eyebrow. “You don’t trust me?”

    (or: Suguru just wants to touch Satoru without the barrier. Despite not allowing himself to be touched in years, Satoru lets him.)

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    17 Aug 2026

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    Suguru and Satoru have a binding vow that demands Suguru obey any direct command from Satoru. It was a condition for Suguru's continued existence, a safety measure. Satoru and Suguru misuse it.

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    15 Aug 2026