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    “I love it when you look at me like that.”

    The sun warms Ash’s back. “Like what?”

    Eiji cards through his hair, knuckle deep in fields of blonde. “Like that,” he whispers, tucking the bangs behind his ears. “Like you are seventeen again.”

    Ash and Eiji talk about marriage.

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    08 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 77

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    Eiji is leaving, and Ash is not himself.

    Bundled up and bitter like a sulking Christmas present, like the pit left behind by a fruit devoured; Ash is not himself, right now. He hasn’t been himself in such a long time he isn’t quite sure what he’s like to begin with, but he just knows that he hasn’t always been like this. This…

    Eiji clears his throat. Ash looks down at his feet.

    Needy.

    On being codependent.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    There was no world where he deserved this. It was surely a cosmic fluke, a mistaken collision of stars flung by some bewildered god. That was the only possible explanation for why Kurapika was allowed to have this—to have Leorio touch him like he was a sacred thing.

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    04 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 57

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    The difference between a marshmallow and a video of your close friend masturbating is that a marshmallow can only be eaten once. A video, however, can be enjoyed as many times as you please.

    Watching the video becomes Kurapika’s bedtime routine. He grows familiar with it, memorizing timestamps the way you might memorize a neighbor’s face. At 1:03, Leorio takes his dick out. At 3:01, he plays with his nipples. At 4:04, Leorio jostles the camera, revealing his mouth for six seconds before he notices and adjusts the angle.

    Kurapika watches those six seconds like he’s studying scripture. Replays them so often it becomes a meditation. Watches for the quirk of a smile when Leorio moves to adjust the camera angle, not embarrassed exactly, but a little shy.

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    A fic in which Leorio is filming solo adult content to help pay for medical school. When Kurapika finds it, he can't help but watch it. But he also can't seem to text Leorio back. Will Kurapika let himself be satisfied with an erotic, parasocial relationship with Leorio, or will he finally pick up the phone?

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    04 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    On a small balcony somewhere in Yorkshin, Leorio and Kurapika realize they fear the same thing.

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    04 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 22

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    Kurapika became too honest when he drank.

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    04 Sep 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 63

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    Zepile checks the delivery address and breaks into a wide grin.  It’s the same address as that weird apology bouquet from a few months back, and he can only hope that this one is equally ridiculous.

    And when Zepile peeks at the note attached to the bouquet, his hopes are realized.

    Sorry that I called an ambulance during our last argument.  My claim that you needed immediate surgery to remove your head from your ass was an inappropriate use of emergency services.

    In which Zepile is a floral delivery driver with some rather colorful clients

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    04 Sep 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 7

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    five times Kurapika tries to convince himself he’s okay

    and one time he accepts that he isn’t

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    03 Sep 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 47

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    “What do you like?” Apollo asks, voice already rasping.

    “I like you,” Klavier says.

    Apollo reaches up and closes his own hand around Klavier’s, stopping it in place. “That’s not what I was asking.”

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    12 Aug 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 23

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    It's October 8th, 2026, and something very, very bad has happened.

    Klavier just... can't figure out what it is.

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    12 Aug 2026

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    Because Apollo is stubborn to a fault, too impulsive for his own good, and most importantly of all—has a point to prove. "Alright. Let's see the evidence, then."

    Klavier blinks. "Excuse me?"

    Apollo is already stepping out of his shorts. "We'll see who holds out the longest. Right here, right now."

    Apollo and Klavier partake in a test of patience.

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Apollo’s been stationed at the Los Angeles Shatterdome for just over a week before a young woman his exact height pops out of a basement stairwell and says, “There you are! I’ve been looking everywhere for you!”

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    AA4/Pacific Rim fusion. Apollo and Trucy save the world. Phoenix and Edgeworth help.

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    08 Aug 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 45

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    Olruggio pressed his cheek harder into his forearm. Tears gathered on the bottom of his eyes again. “I have no right to feel like this, Qifrey.” His dark eyebrows tensed, face crumpling again. A sob wracked through him. “I have no right.”

    Something cold and ugly twisted in the pit of Qifrey’s stomach. He tried to push any words out of his throat, but they stubbornly stuck against his teeth.

    Qifrey finds Olruggio poured against the floor of the inn they were staying in, grappling with the ache of loneliness.

    for orufrey week 2026; day 7 - pining

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    29 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 16

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    Kurapika shouldn’t answer his phone. It’s too late, for one thing, already half past two in the morning. “Nothing good happens after midnight” is an adage with which Kurapika is so familiar that they drink from the same water bottle and don’t mind sharing a hotel bed. For another, he’s accompanying Light Nostrade to a breakfast meeting tomorrow and should at least try to get some sleep. And third, it’s Leorio’s name that blinks up at him.

    On the first ring, Kurapika tears himself away from the profile he’s putting together on a flesh collector confirmed to have one of the scarlet eyes. On the second, he watches his phone convulse on the desk in his hotel room and considers rejecting the call to put it out of its misery. The third ring reminds him of the way Leorio sounds right after waking, with a sandpaper voice and a laugh like a jackhammer, gravel stuck in the back of his throat until he drinks enough coffee. He answers on the fourth.

    “Oh shit,” says Leorio. “I didn’t think you’d pick up.”

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    23 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 30

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    Leorio huffed, face immediately contorting into something indignant. “Are you kidding me, Pika? You don’t answer my calls for over a year, and now you’re gonna act like you don’t even care that it hurt me?”

    “I don’t care.”

    “Don’t fucking lie like that,” Leorio snapped. He stepped forward.

    Kurapika made no move.

    “What, do you expect me to just forgive you, like I always have? Just wait around for you, like I always do? Well, I’m not going to, this time! I may have wanted you here, but don’t think it means anything between us.”

    What a pathetic lie. “Why did you never stop calling me, then?”

    The challenge flushed Leorio’s face deep red. “Be—because—because I still care! You’re my friend, Kurapika. I can wanna kill you without wanting you dead.”

    Or, Leorio and Kurapika's reunion for the dark continent arc :)))

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    23 Jul 2026

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    There it was, that thing Qifrey did, where he offered a piece of himself wrapped in observation about someone else, like a gift hidden inside a gift, and you had to decide whether to unwrap the second layer or pretend you had only received the first. Olruggio had spent half his life learning to read these offerings and in doing so he had become the foremost scholar of a language spoken by exactly one person in all the world.

    "I'm stubborn because someone has to be," he said. "You'd float away on your own mysteries if no one kept you tethered."

    "Perhaps." The maddingly sad smile again. "Perhaps that's so."

    In which Olruggio brings tea to Qifrey's study on a damp evening and finds him working in the dark again, the staff out and the fire dying.

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    04 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 38

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    Wen Kexing had found the plant by chance in the forest, stumbled across it in a dim green hollow. He was by no means a healer and as a poisoner he was indifferent, but he had learned to recognise plants from his mother and maintained the knowledge for largely paranoid reasons. This one was a curiosity taken on its own; with the addition of the right ingredients it could become a truly alarming interrogation drug, but otherwise its effect was very mild. He had collected it thinking only of some small game that they might play, he and A-Xu. They played games often. They scuffled and prodded and tried their luck, and all of it, always, made Wen Kexing feel brilliantly alive—and so why should this game have been any different? 

     

    Wenzhou play an ill-advised game, and reveal more of themselves than is comfortable.

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    11 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 22

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    It’s been two years since the fall of No.6. Nezumi never expected to be back so soon.

    His fingers clench around the note in his hand, stained by the drool of its messenger.

    Hey asshole. It’s Shion. There’s gonna be a wedding. Do whatever you want with that info. – Inukashi

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    Nezumi is a fool, but a fool for love is better than a fool for nothing.

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    29 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 25

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    Shion's got a talent for bringing a softness out of Nezumi that he didn't even know still existed in himself.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    "Do you think we could go back to the ground, maybe?"

    Superboy pulled a face. "Oh, can we not? I just don't want you to get away while I'm talking to you. This way is better, since you can't leave."

    "Oh." Robin's stomach dropped, just a little bit.

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    The troubles of navigating teenage friendship can be hard when you have crazy telekinetic powers, an unstable living situation, and don't talk to people your age very much. Superboy really wants it to work out with Robin, though.

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    06 Dec 2025

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