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  1. Rec 8

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    Naim is remarkably, un-remarkable.

     

    Now, that may sound completely self deprecating and hyperbolic. But really, It's true.

     

    Brown hair, brown eyes, straight hair, a little under average height—He was as ordinary as you could get. Even when moving to a new town, the shiny new kid with a frankly tragic backstory, seems like the perfect concoction for eyes to be on him. But they aren't.

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    Naim has spider powers, but he isn’t “Spider-man” yet per-say, and it’s set within a similar timeline to the start of the movie, so just some fun messing around with Naim being Spider-man

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    18 Sep 2026

  2. Rec 23

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    "Naim lets himself watch for a moment, taking in the crinkle of Ryan's eyes when Olivia makes a joke. When he gets caught staring, Ryan raises an eyebrow at him and gestures towards the black gown neatly folded over the radiator.

    He picks it up and slips both arms into the sleeves, feeling the heavy weight of the last four years wash over him as he turns to look at himself in the mirror and smooths the fabric down his chest and sides. "

     
    Six years after leaving Bandee, Naim and Ryan get ready to attend Naim's university graduation ceremony. Distraction attempts ensue.

    title from White Ferrari by Frank Ocean

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    17 Sep 2026

  3. Rec 2

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    Naim has a desperate need for blood... Luckily Ryan is there to provide.

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    Naim is a vampire

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    16 Sep 2026

  4. Rec 25

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    “Please, tell me you won’t do that again,” he pleaded. He was ready to drop to both knees right then and there.

    “Never again,” Naim promised. It was the only words Ryan needed to hear before he pushed Naim back onto the king-sized bed.

     

    Or, Naim leaves Ryan, they reunite at a party. Makeup sex.

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    16 Sep 2026

  5. Rec 15

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    ryan might have ruptured his spleen.

    or, the spider-ryan identity reveal au.

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    16 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is everything what if I explode

  6. Rec 16

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    “Where would you go?” He asks, curled under Ryan’s arm, trapping a bubble of heat in the air between his palm and one of the X-shaped scars on his chest. “If you could go anywhere you wanted?” It doesn’t escape him that Ryan is only here, with him, in bed with him, because Naim damned him, but if he can make a daydream out of reality for them, he’s going to try.

    They’re neither of them chatty blokes, and even less these days, but it still takes a long time for Ryan to answer. “Dunno,” he shifts a little so he can tuck Naim’s head under his chin. “Venice, maybe?”

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    15 Sep 2026

  7. Rec 16

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    No place has really ever felt safe for Naim. Not Bandee, probably not even before, and not the time on the run. But now, Paris is something, a work in progress. One day, maybe it'll become a home. All that Naim has learnt during the past years is that, no matter how cliche that is, home is a person. And he's never felt truly safe and at home without Ryan.

    Or, it’s a night full of celebrations for Naim and Ryan.

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    15 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This was so perfect

  8. Rec 2

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    It’s not like he needs a physical marker that they’re together, though. One weekend, they’d gone into town, not really planning anything, but they’d returned home with matching tattoos. Ryan’s just says Naim, in his handwriting, over his hip. Naim had been apprehensive at first, panicking about them breaking up, or Ryan regretting it, but Ryan knows in his bones that this it it for him.

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    Naim & Ryan + the birth of their nephew <333

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    11 Sep 2026

  9. Rec 46

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    When they arrive at the hospital, the staff take Naim down a corridor and don’t let Ryan follow.“Your friend will be fine,” a young nurse explains. “You need medical attention."

    “I don’t care about me. Let me go down there with him,” Ryan begs the nurse. “You have to let me in, please. He’s my boyfri- my partner.”

    “Got papers to prove that?”

    Ryan and Naim are committed to one another in every way over for the last four years. A vicious attack by the entity leaves Ryan in a frenzy to make the relationship official.

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    09 Sep 2026

  10. Rec 37

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    Jerking back almost to the opposite end of the bench, Naim felt blood rushing to his head, pulse pounding in his ears. Suddenly, he was analyzing the Ryan sitting in front of him, searching his eyes for that certain sharpness he could sometimes catch in the entity. Ryan's face had dropped, and it sent a lurch through Naim's stomach. As though he had the right to question the boy sitting on the bench; as though he had the right to doubt for even a second that it was him, really him, when they had spent the entire day together.

    OR: After a too-close call with the entity, Naim has to relearn how to touch Ryan.

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    09 Sep 2026

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    oh my heart this was so good

  11. Rec 14

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    “Youve never smoked, have you?” He retorted, shoving his hands into his pockets and stepping into Naim's personal space, like he was trying to intimidate him. Naim hated that it worked, he had to fight the instinct telling him to step back and cower. He ignored the correct accusation.

    “Why did you lie? Did you drag me out here to kill me?” Naim asked, half sarcastic and half serious, knowing in a place like this the chance was never zero. Ryan scowled at him, eyes flicking over him like he thought Naim just said the dumbest thing he’d ever heard.

    “Why did you lie?” Ryan paused, stepping forward again, if he got any closer their shoes would be touching. “Just so you could hang out with me?” That accusation caught Naim off guard, now he stepped back. He frowned and shook his head, attempting to portray confusion despite it being another true accusation.
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    Joe talked about how in his version of leviticus Ryan is a drug dealer and Naim uses him from weed and inspired me to write some bullshit

    a rewrite of Ryan and Naims first time at the mill with a different context.

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    08 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    “The last bit. About hunger– Do you think if someone forced themselves to deny their hunger for something they were born wanting, they would die?” His tone was completely new to Naim, scared and unsure. Naim's eyes flicked between his, reading the melancholy expression with uncertainty. He just nodded in response, unable to form a sentence that properly responded to what Ryan was really asking.

  12. Rec 18

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    “We should go out somewhere today. Do something fun.”

    Ryan’s eyes open in a half squint as he tilts his head up, a lopsided grin finding his face before complete wakefulness finds the rest of him, “Saying you wanna take me on a date, Naim?”

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    08 Sep 2026

  13. Rec 21

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    Gareth rolls her eyes and huffs. "Oh come on Ryan, do you want to propose to Naim or not?"

     

    Ryan thinks back to when he gave Naim his snake ring. Sitting on the bus, he wordlessly placed it in Naim's hand, and he had looked at Ryan with his face scrunched in confusion.

     

    He had to take the ring back, and put it on Naim himself. "what's this for?" Naim had asked, and Ryan just shrugged because in the moment he didn't really know. All he knew was he wanted to give something to Naim that was his. Something so Naim could remember him when he couldn't be near him. Something that wasn't going to try and kill him.

     

    "Just want you to have it" He had whispered, and watched as blush crept up Naim's cheeks, watched Naim bite his lip to hide a smile threatening to form. And maybe that was the reason. He just wanted to see Naim smile.

     

    "I do.." Ryan settles on.

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    Literally just Ryan interacting with Naim’s grandparents and other people to gain the courage to propose to Naim. There is no other plot but just him wanting to propose to Naim.

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    08 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This was the cutest fucking thing im crying

  14. Rec 11

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    “I would’ve told ya the truth.”

    “You would’ve?”

    Honestly, Ryan didn’t know. Maybe because he didn’t know the truth himself. That being hurt by Hunter felt more comfortable than being soft with Naim. That Naim’s attention and his touch and his fucking looks made Ryan feel important for the first time in his life and he didn’t know how to deal with it. That his heart threatened to jump right out of his chest every time Naim got close, that his thoughts ran wild with possibilities of a future with Naim he knew he’d never have and he needed a dose of fucking reality to keep himself from wanting things.

    He loved Naim. Or maybe he didn’t. How could he love someone when he didn’t know what the word meant? How could he love someone he felt like he barely knew? Maybe it wasn’t love but it was something, and it scared Ryan enough that he tried to run from it. To run from his own feelings and hope they couldn’t catch up.

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    07 Sep 2026

  15. Rec 8

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    Naim Reid is frustrated by the lack of weed dealers in Bandee. Ryan Whelan happens to sell weed and is feeling rather generous towards a potential new client.

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    06 Sep 2026

  16. Rec 45

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    Naim is at work stocking shelves while Ryan and Chris are at a bar, probably laughing and sharing a smoke and having a good time. Naim feels so fucking stupid. He feels so fucking jealous. It doesn’t matter, he tells himself as he washes his hands and trudges back behind the counter. Ryan loves him and chooses him everyday. Ryan constantly wants to fuck him and constantly grabs at him and kisses him and feeds him and comforts him and forgives him. Ryan washes his hair and picks him up everyday and never complains about being tired, even though Naim knows he must be. Naim has no reason to be jealous of some guy who filters his Instagram photos and poses shirtless on a bike.

    But he is.

    Naim struggles to cope with Ryan's new coworker who looks suspiciously like Hunter. Ryan helps him see sense.

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    03 Sep 2026

  17. Rec 12

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    Large, purple bruises had already settled themselves onto his chest, back, and arms — some from his own thrashing, others from people trying to hold him down. His eyes were bloodshot, and his nostrils red-rimmed. There was a cut on his dry, cracked lips that made one side swell up. His skin was pallid, which only amplified the mottled damage to his body.

    Ryan Whelan was disgusting, and here was the physical proof.

    Maybe he really was sick. A sinner. A sexual deviant who deserved whatever was coming for him.

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    Ryan's thoughts and feelings immediately after the ritual

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    02 Sep 2026

  18. Rec 19

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    Fuck, what Naim wouldn't give for a joint right now. Getting high would fix at least ninety-percent of his current problems.

    His mum loved the saying "speak of the devil and he shall appear"; Naim thought it was bullshit and most people used it as a joke anyway, but he realized she might have been onto something when he finally reached the designated bathroom — under the stairs by the music room on the first floor — and walked right into a drug deal.

    He swung the door open to see fuckhead Macca from bio exchanging a small wad of cash for a bag of weed held by —

    Naim's breath caught in his throat.

    Ryan Whelan.

    Oh fuck.

    Or

    Joe Bird joked that Ryan was Naim's drug dealer and that's how they first met. This is that

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    02 Sep 2026

  19. Rec 14

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    “Focus, baby boy. Tell me what Australian Sam and Dean would do.”

    Naim groans. He tucks his head underneath Ryan’s neck.

    “Alright. First, they would read about some suspicious deaths in a small town on the outskirts of Melbourne from the newspaper.”

    “The newspaper?” Ryan asks indignantly. Naim puts his hand over his mouth.

    “Shut up and let me talk.”

    The familiar story of Naim and Ryan learning to live together with fear. With violence and dreams of redemption.

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    02 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    “People are my religion,” Naim says, once, when Leila asks if he still believes after everything.

  20. Rec 42

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    “Naim, the fuck are you—”

    Ryan jolted as his seat slid back, metal grinding on metal. He was given no time to calm his racing heart, spiking to dangerous heights when Naim clambered over the center console and into his lap

    “Hey.” Naim grinned, the dull cabin light a halo behind his head. Ryan gazed up at him. A fucking angel.

    Ryan drags Naim to a night out with the boys from work.

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    01 Sep 2026

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