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   I Wanted So Much (For Magic To Be Real) by anotherlonelydancer

   Fandoms: Chronicles of Narnia - C. S. Lewis, Chronicles of Narnia - All Media Types, Chronicles of Narnia (Movies)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Multi
   • Complete Work

   09 Nov 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Edmund Pevensie & Susan Pevensie
   • Edmund Pevensie & Peter Pevensie
   • Edmund Pevensie & Lucy Pevensie
   • Edmund Pevensie & Lucy Pevensie & Peter Pevensie & Susan Pevensie
   • Caspian/Edmund Pevensie
   • Edmund Pevensie
   • Susan Pevensie
   • Peter Pevensie
   • Lucy Pevensie
   • Caspian (Narnia)
   • Helen Pevensie
   • Mr. Pevensie (Narnia)
   • Period-Typical Homophobia
   • Gay Edmund Pevensie
   • Coming Out
   • Edmund Pevensie Needs a Hug
   • Edmund Pevensie-centric
   • Minor Caspian/Edmund Pevensie
   • Bisexual Caspian (Narnia)
   • susan was a great sister
   • five and one things
   • edmund is my punching bag
   • canon compliant hot chocolate
   • middle sibling trauma bonding
   • Siblings
   • Sibling Bonding
   • 1940s
   • World War II
   • Post-World War II
   • Conversations
   • lesbian susan pevensie if you squint
   • every single thing I wrote is intentional
   • even the comma placements and the way edmund thinks and how he examines people and what he notices it is all on purpose
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • canon compliant mirror metaphors
   • Character Study
   • Character Analysis
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • this was beta read
   • we don’t die
   • the pevensies do though

   Summary

   five times edmund came out, and one time he couldn’t

   or, the struggles of a queer teenager in the 1940s

    

   title from “real house” by adrianne lenker

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   English

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