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Ilya Rozanov does not make it two weeks on Zoloft before the worst side effect hits hard and fast.
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“Barrett, I fucked up,” he says.
“Roz?” Barrett sounds dazed.
“I fucked up,” he repeats, and he realizes how drunk he sounds. He’s in so much trouble he almost hangs up.
“Roz, what's going on,” Barrett says.
Bozhe, he’s going to have to say the words.
Now with part two, featuring buckwheat pancakes, psychiatry for millionaires, important conversations, and Troy and Ilya’s worst “your mom” joke.
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14 Sep 2026
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“Tell me nothing is wrong with me,” he begs, his big brown eyes welling with tears that haven’t yet spilled over, and Ilya miscalculated somewhere along the way. Ilya fucked up.
This is not Quiet Shane. This is the Shane that Ilya can’t control himself around no matter how many years it’s been. The Shane that’s always lurking underneath the surface, ready to drown him at the first sign of Ilya’s weakness—the first drop of blood in the water. This is the Shane that Ilya would send home with bitemarks on his face and arms, all the way up through the second grade, because Shane would smile at him, like Ilya’s own personal sunflower.
Shane gets hard when a classmate from school hits him during a fight. Ilya, his best friend since diapers, knows everything there is to know about sex. Surely, he’ll have a way to fix this.
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- Part 1 of Southern Recipes for Disaster
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14 Sep 2026
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Shane Hollander is a Yapper by brucethecat
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 Sep 2026
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“No, he's not,” Marley said, elbowing Ilya good-naturedly. Ilya narrowed his eyes at him, utterly baffled at the confused looks thrown his way.
“He is,” Ilya insisted. “The first time I met him, he would not shut the fuck up about his parents’ koi fishies!”
He was met with several stares of disbelief.
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Five times Ilya Rozanov finds himself a captive audience to a chatty Shane Hollander, and one time Shane tries (and fails) to stay quiet around Ilya.
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14 Sep 2026
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i will take you (i won't break you) by smuttystars (sleepixgstars)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 Sep 2026
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The first time Shane Hollander saw Ilya Rozanov was at the World Junior Prospects Tournament. He watched Russia's game from the balcony seats, gauging their gameplay and skill. His gaze focused in on their first line center, number 81, Rozanov. He was a damn good player.
Shane wanted to introduce himself, but got dragged away by his mom before he could.
And then he got injured and couldn't play, so he forgot all about Russia's Ilya Rozanov.
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Shane has one goal: the NHL. But a concussion and broken arm sidelined him, and his new roommate is the reason he can't focus on anything but the heat of Ilya's stare. So Shane sells him a lie - a little hypnosis to quit smoking, sharpen his mind - and uses the trance to take Ilya apart on his own terms, training his body to crave Shane.
DD:DNE, DLDR
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- Part 5 of Hypno Hollanov
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13 Sep 2026
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kissed me in a way (that's gonna screw me up forever) by Standinginmoonlight
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Sep 2026
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The thing is this: Shane had never really cared for kissing. Like, objectively.
or: Shane really, really likes kissing his husband.
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13 Sep 2026