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   l’appel du vide by sarcasmandships

   Fandoms: Death Note  

   • Explicit
   • Rape/Non-Con, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   03 May 2026

   Tags

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • L/Yagami Light
   • Yagami Light
   • L (Death Note)
   • Ryuk
   • Amane Misa
   • Matsuda Touta
   • Yagami Souichirou
   • Aizawa Shuuichi
   • Watari | Quillsh Wammy
   • Rem (Death Note)
   • Rape Recovery
   • Rape Aftermath
   • Angst
   • Alternate Ending
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Eventual L/Yagami Light
   • Slow Burn
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Nightmares
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Yagami Light is Not Okay
   • Hallucinations
   • Sleep Deprivation
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Eventual Fluff
   • In a very specific lawlight way

   Summary

   Light is the victim of a brutal assault and finds himself spiralling into a state of despair as he grapples with the violation of his autonomy, pride, and God-complex. To cope with this Light does what he does best and manipulates the rules of the Death Note, using them to put him out of his misery whilst maintaining his innocence for the sake of his family, and of course, to claim victory over L.

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   English

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   16/?

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   26 Jun 2026