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    Grian shifted again—another small movement, a thoughtless roll of his hips as he resettled. The bed creaked faintly beneath them, the sound sharp in the hush. Grian froze for half a second, then relaxed, deciding it was probably fine. If anything, it helped the illusion.

    Scar, on the other hand, went very still.

    His jaw tightened, eyes closing briefly as he took a slow breath, hands remaining firmly—but respectfully—at Grian’s sides. When he spoke again, his voice was even, almost too controlled. “Hey,” he said gently, breathlessly, “maybe— maybe don’t move like that.”

    Grian blinked. “Oh—sorry.” He flushed, immediately trying to still himself, hands pressing into Scar’s shoulders for balance. “Did I—?”

    Before Scar could answer—

    BANG BANG BANG.

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    When a plan hatches for Grian to pretend to be Scar’s partner at his mother’s ‘Christmas Extravaganza’, Grian realises that fake love feels an awful lot like the real thing—especially when everyone else believes it already is.

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    20 Oct 2026

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    “Hey, Grian, can I tell you a secret?” All of the theatrics that usually lingered in Scar’s voice were long gone, his words already a whispered confession. He rocked Grian’s head back and forth, once, a facile imitation of Grian nodding. "I want to do bad things to you. Real bad things that I'd have to beg you to forgive me for.” Scar paused for a moment. “It wouldn't even matter, though, because I think you'd let me get away with anything."

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    Grian pretends to be AFK in Scar's bedroom. There are unexpected consequences.

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    20 Oct 2026

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    Looking in at another universe obsessively like this, it’s a bad habit — a peek of something he can’t have, another painful tug on his heart, another pointless reminder that he’s ruined everything. Irreparably. Forever. Five times over. But he keeps looking.

    Grian’s been torturing himself with this every night, anyway, what’s one more snoop?

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    On Hermitcraft, there's a different version of Grian, perfectly happy with his Scar. Somehow, in the middle of Secret Life, Grian manages to wake up in his body.

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    02 Oct 2026

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    But in the morning, all of the thoughts from the night before were gone. All of the stars and the inky black were gone, and all that was left was Scar's huge hands gripping him close and his leg between Scar's thighs and his nose pressed into Scar's shoulder. All of him surrounded by all of that, and the unfortunate feeling that he'd never been so fucking close to something he wanted while also nowhere near it.

    The grip on him was tight, and Grian whispered, "Let me go."

     

    or, Grian doesn't want to let Scar close

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    Scar had given up on finding his soulmate.

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