lamentationsofasinner
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Long past everyone has gone to bed, Sirius and Remus make some confessions.
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Ellie says she can't picture Hardy being romantic. Hardy takes great offence.
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Cliff slowly eases the phone out of Ilya's sleeping hand. He answers, putting the call on loudspeaker.
'Rozanov. Thank fuck. I know you probably don't want to hear from me. But I was just fucking mugged. I don't know where the fuck I am. And my phone is going to die. Can you-'
'Is that Shane fucking Hollander?!' Brad yells.
There's a long pause before Shane speaks again. 'I'm in fucking hell.'***
With Ilya indisposed, the Raiders rescue Shane from a terrible night in Boston.- Language:
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31 Aug 2026
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Ilya Rozanov does not let a little bit of influenza get between him and a Boston-Montreal game. Shane Hollander (and also Cliff Marlow) think this is stupid as fuck. Featuring: some angsty fights, Cliff being confused af but supportive regardless, and surprise appearances by Yuna, David, and pneumonia!
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- Part 2 of ilya sickfics
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30 Aug 2026
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Just Guys Being Dudes by FightMeImSmall
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jun 2026
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Ilya and Shane get outed via instagram live… as friends. The world reacts as their friendship becomes the most talked about thing in the hockey world.
Being openly friends affords them more freedoms to be together, but all the more easy to lose it all.
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Shane has a touch of Hudson Williams to him
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25 Aug 2026
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the way you love me by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jul 2026
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Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.
It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.
(Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)
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25 Aug 2026
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There’s Nothing To Hold by stillheated
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Aug 2026
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Shane Hollander has faced a lot of difficult things in his life.
Playoff losses. Media scandals. International rivalry.
None of it could have prepared him for the day his husband came home with a buzzcut.
It gets worse when Shane tries to kiss him and instinctively reaches for his hair, only to discover that there is nothing there.
Or:
Shane Hollander mourns the loss of his husband’s hair for 2000 words.
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25 Aug 2026