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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    The thing is that he likes Matt a lot, which is fine. It is. It’s good, probably. That’s what people say, right? That love, as a general concept, is a good thing. Not that he loves Matt yet, but... It’s that ‘yet’ that’s getting to him. He feels like he’s falling headfirst into something he’s entirely unequipped for, something that’s doomed to explode and take the both of them out when it goes. He knows Matt much better now than he did Saturday morning, will know him a little better by the time he leaves, better still the next time, and the next, but he still can’t shake the feeling like something’s missing, or like he wants too much even though he doesn’t really know what it is that he wants. It’s the dreams. They’re fucking him up.

     
    Jay is a wedding singer and Matt is the strange wedding guest haunting his dreams.

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    30 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    “No, no, no, you don’t get off that easy.” Matt trapped him up against the wall. He looked down between them and snorted. “Or, well, clearly you do, faggot.”

    “I’m not– You’re the faggot.”

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    29 Sep 2026

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    soooooo in character

  3. Public Bookmark 25

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    in media res. jay is still trying to get better at asking for what he wants. matt is still desperate to give it to him.

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    26 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    Matt holds a writing workshop and meets a quiet man with a difficult past.

    playlist - ship tag

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    23 Sep 2026

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    absolutely unbelievable

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    Jay is banned from Googling, his questions all filtered through Matt, who tells him whether something is worthwhile for him to worry about. If he ever were to disobey and try searching up terms on their shared iPad, he’d discover that sites like CP24 and WebMD would not load, flashing an error that read “Blocked by Admin.”

    The same issue pops up with adult sites. PornHub, xvideos, Chaturbate, xtube. Any site where Jay might possibly see a pair of tits. Jay doesn’t know how to fix it, nor does he want Matt to make fun of him for asking. It just doesn’t help that whatever magazines he’d squirreled away over the years all ended up burning in the Shaw fire.

    It also doesn’t help that he hasn’t touched a woman in over a decade. It’d probably be less of a problem if Jay had a better sense of imagination, but Matt’s always been the one to paint a picture for him. When has Jay ever needed to do that for himself?

    So, the only tits Jay sees these days are Matt’s. Worse is that Matt’s tits are actually kind of nice.
     

    Jay's lockdown video game days have been slowly disrupted by Matt's own lockdown routine - getting buff.

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    21 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    you ever read something & just know that op fucks