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    “Yeah! Oh, my name is Gojo Satoru, by the way.” He hides the hurt behind his teeth, his grin wide and friendly. He thought he’d only have to introduce himself once to someone he called his best friend. It’s strange to repeat words from more than a decade ago to the same person. “You can call me Satoru.” He hopes he calls him Satoru.

    “I’m Geto,” he says back. You were Suguru to me, Gojo thinks. “Nice to meet you, Satoru.”

    “Nice to meet you, too.” He leans against the wall beside him, tries to look nonchalant as he does. “So, do you come here often?”

     

    Geto thinks Gojo is just a lonely guy who wants friends. Gojo just wants to know if he remembers him, even just a little bit.

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    26 Oct 2026

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    one of my favorites. do not read this in an emotionally compromised state you will cry (source: me)

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    The first time they meet, Suguru and Satoru do not like each other. Arrogant, cocky, insufferable, they think. Despite the smirks Shoko gives Suguru, or the sighs Yaga gives Satoru, they do not like each other.

    Until a mission changes that.

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    23 Oct 2026

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    one of my all time favorites. wow. incredible. some sentences here were so jaw droppingly beautiful and then my jaw actually dropped at the plot. just amazing

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    The boy shifts on his feet. “The year is two thousand and eighteen? Common Era?”

    Slowly, smile still plastic on his face, Suguru faces Satoru. This fucking dumbass. “Satoru,” he says, dangerous edge to his voice, “what did you do?”

    Satoru makes some bastardization of a sound, half between a laugh and a cough. “...Whoops?”

    “I,” Suguru grits, pinching two fingers together, “am this close to mass murder.” He’s joking. Probably.

     

    ///OR: Shortly before Getō would have massacred a village, he and Gojō are thrust eleven years forward into a would-have-been future that Getō is conspicuously absent from.

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    17 Oct 2026

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    one of my all time favorites. just an awesome fic all around. a breeze to read with beautiful characterization

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    It is more difficult, perhaps, to bear with fortitude the little daily trails of life, than great calamities, because we summon up all our spiritual and moral strength to resist the latter... 

    Upon faced with the culmination of Mori's plan, Dazai does not go to Odasaku's side. Instead, he relieves Mori of his duties.

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    19 Sep 2026

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    one of my favorites. super cool au i was very invested in the plot

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    Chuuya’s life is unexpectedly great: Yokohama is at peace, he hasn’t seen Dazai since Meursault and his wine cellar is always full.

    But, when Double Black is asked to take care of a Gifted child, Chuuya faces the ghosts of his past: his heart, his old partner, his loyalty.

    He can’t fail this mission. He owes it to the child, to the Flags, to his family, to himself.

    Enter Dazai.

    Or: Nakahara Chuuya’s guide on how to raise a child with your traitor ex-partner (that you might be in love with).

    And of course there’s only one bed.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    one of my favorites. the way i was so locked in reading this is embarrassing. fantastic fic overall