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if I leave here tomorrow (would you still remember me?) by rinsingsun
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
19 Dec 2024
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“He changed and he became that dorky awkward guy, but before, he was just like this. Maybe he can become that again, Dean. But he needs you.”
“I can’t.” He shakes his head, fajitas long forgotten over the counter, his knuckles white by the grip on it. “He doesn’t care for us. He doesn’t love-“ He doesn’t love me. Dean thinks. He doesn’t want me.
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Jack gets Cas out of The Empty, but not all of him: The memories of the last twelve years were taken from Castiel by the Empty, a childish way for the entity to have revenge. Dean is completely broken to lose Cas again, now in another way, right on the time where they had a chance to be happy, the angel is back on his original factory settings.
Despite it, Cas will always be Cas. With memories or not, he cares. He feels.
Back in the day, It took one human to change him. Perhaps, It can happen again.
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15 Aug 2026
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I Can't Help Falling in Love with You by cinnamonroll_ofdeath
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
13 Oct 2025
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Castiel's ultra religious family pushed him into hiding the fact that he was gay from their circle of acquaintances. This was, unfortunately, not enough for them. They continually threw women at him, in an attempt to force him into being straight. Castiel stifled each attempt.
To this end, they introduced him to the daughter of a new church member, Deanna. However, Deanna immediately informed Castiel that he was, in fact, a closeted trans man and preferred to be called Dean. They became fast friends, bonded by the similarity of their circumstances, much to the delight of their families.
Unwilling to out Dean they decided to play along with the idea that they were dating.
CW: lots of deadnaming and using the wrong pronouns.
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29 Jul 2026
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Dean wanted to be angry. Anger made things easy, simple in a way that things rarely were when it came to Cas. It didn’t leave any room for soft touches, quiet words, or that terrible feeling in his gut that screamed for him to grab Cas and never let go.
When Castiel gets hit with a spell on a routine witch hunt, it unleashes his true form. The thought of losing Cas again is unbearable and feelings Dean has repressed for years begin to surface.
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27 Jul 2026
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This is a story about man’s best friend. Or... A Man’s best friend. And about how good things do happen... sometimes you just need a little Miracle.
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13 Jul 2026
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Set somewhere after 15.19.
Sam and Dean have run themselves nearly into the ground trying to find a way to bring Cas back, but it still comes as a shock when Castiel, Angel of the Lord appears in the bunker, disheveled and despondent.
Of course the first thing our beloveds do is miscommunicate, and things are hella awkward from there on in.
Since their priorities have changed, Sam thinks that a case is just the thing they need to get over... whatever this weirdness is.
Along the way Dean starts to question if things are really what they seem and Sam just questions which of these two women will kill him first.
Oh, and Cas and Rowena become emotionally attached to an invisible monster.or, the one where Dean can't let himself have good things.
see end chapter notes for expansion the suicide potential trigger tag. Also, I have a penchant for posting chapters before they're really ready. So there's every chance they will get an edit a day or so later after posting. sorry. it's a character flaw.
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12 Jul 2026