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    A knee injury ends Shane Hollander's nineteen-year NHL career.

    Ilya Rozanov keeps checking in.

    Shane pencils in "big gay midlife crisis" between physiotherapy sessions.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    shane retires and falls in love

    80k (74k), 9h

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    03 Sep 2026

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    “Is it only okay when you do it?”
    “When I do what?”
    “I don’t know, everything?”

    “Shane,” Ilya said.
    “Yeah?”
    “It won’t end well.”

    10k

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    There are people out there writing novel-length stories about Shane’s deepest, darkest secret.

    They’re running entire blogs devoted to it. They’ve coined a term for it. They’ve built a whole fucking vocabulary around it.

    (In which Shane discovers fanfiction.)

     


     

    Over the next few weeks, Shane finds himself reading about him and Ilya Rozanov fucking in a thousand different ways, places, and universes.

    They fuck in all sorts of positions, some of which Shane has trouble picturing. They fuck in the sin bin, the hydrotherapy pool, the janitor’s closet.

    Clearly, the real Shane and Ilya need to up their game. The most adventurous place they’ve ever had sex is a windowsill, and they gave up on 69ing after a half-hearted attempt where Shane—accidentally!—kneed Ilya in the back of the head and Ilya had the gall to get all huffy about it even though Shane was the one with teeth marks on his dick.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    The fic with the highest hit count is a 328,404-word “alternate universe” where Shane is a reclusive beekeeper who meets Ilya at the local farmers’ market.

    Shane reads the entire series in one sitting, skimming the fic where Ilya Rozanov knows how to change a light bulb. There’s only so much disbelief he can suspend.

    10k

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    Shane Hollander has a secret life. No, not the one where he's hiding his trysts with his rival.

    He's a pseudonymous hockey romance author under the alias Jane Dutch.

    And the Metros WAGs have just picked up his first release for their book club...

    Extras start at chapter 26!

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    26 May 2026

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    80k

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    Ilya Rozanov is many things—a pain in Shane Hollander’s ass, hockey’s biggest playboy, a better chirper in his second language than most people are in their first, the only player who can challenge Shane for the title of “best of his generation.” But when Shane and Ilya get stuck next to each other on a long-delayed flight to the MLH Awards, Shane realizes something else about him: Ilya Rozanov is hot.

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    Shane and Ilya never hooked up at the CCM shoot. Seven years later, they end up on the same flight from New York City to Las Vegas.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    flirting at the airport
    “Longtime acquaintances, first time soulmates.”

    30k